An e-mail

received an e-mail from one of my ex-classmate in Nanyang Polytechnic.

It is about a class outing, asking me to tell Keefe when will I be free.

Unexpectedly, they sent the e-mail to me. I felt surprised, because we are not so close.

I entered the college later than them, and leave the college without informing them.

I felt alone when I studied in Singapore, feeling that I got no friends there.

So I leave the college without notice.

Perhaps I wanted to copy Xu Zhi Mo（徐志摩）

Saying that, 我悄悄地走了，真如我悄悄的来，我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩.

Now, Darcus has sent me the invitation.

I do not know, whether he wanted to send it to me,

or he sent it to me at single anchor,

although it may be more likely to be the second statement,

I feel appreciated.

I really wanna thank them, for still keeping my e-mail address.

And, Thanks for the e-mail again.

Anxiety

Fear and anxiety hovering over me.

Why am I shrouded in darkness?

Why doesn't the dawn come to my world?

I grope my way out in the haze.

I fell down, again and again.

Air becomes less and less,

Anxiety and fear have replaced it.

I feel helpless.

Every time I saw the meteor shooting across the sky,

I made a wish,

Hoping somebody coming,

Bring me escape from this place.

Licence and Travelling...

Stupid lemon, I must be stupid,

learned driving for so many days already,

I still cannot control the steering well.

Last time I nearly drove the car into drain somemore.

The uncle who teach me to drive must have taken a fright..Haha

really afraid of driving a car after this traumatic incident.

Aiyo, driving is really a hard task...

why is it so hard to drive a car?

and the motorcycle somemore,

I know I can ride a motorcycle well,

but then, i am very worrying that I am not able to pass the driving exam!

Aiyo, and the stupid driving licence,

make me cant go traveling to Thailand with my uncle's family...

I must be insane,

I rejected my cousins' invitation to go traveling with them,

but just choosing to stay in Bekok and learning driving here...

Aiyo, unexpectedly I give up this golden chance to have my 1st aeroplane ride.

T.T, i hope I wont regret...

Ya, I am still young, 

Traveling only mah, I have so much future time to travel.

Just get my car and motorcycle license first.

and then I can go traveling already,

and no need to consider this trouble anymore.

Now I just hope that I can pass the car and motorcycle license exam as fast as possible.

I hope I can pass without giving under table money.

I hope I can pass at the 1st time I go for the exam.

Ok, i know, I just have to pray...

and then, I can go traveling loh....

Hooray

End of ALM 1st semester

Finally holiday comes....That's why i have free time to update my blog.

I was suffering from insomnia for about one week, it was, really tired.

For everyday during the exam week, I finished my revision very early,

and after that I switched off the lamp, wanted to sleep.

but, I still stayed awake several hours later.

It was a very hard time for me---wanted to sleep but was unable to fall asleep.

Thankfully, I am no longer suffer this abnormal matter now.

Last Friday, the last day of our exam, as well as last day of our first semester.

I really got no mood to study at all.

All I was thinking about is how to spend my holiday well.

I wanted to go ice-skating, I wanted to watch 2012, I wanted to read a lot of books,

I wanted to do lots of things. (although some of them are still not carried out now.)

Biology paper, out last paper. It was quite hard for me.

I do not know, whether i am not confident at myself, or I really do not know to answer the questions.

but, since it was past, then, ...just let it past...haha

I went to Sunway Pyramid on saturday.

Wanted to go ice skating, I have never tried it before. 

So i was very excited in Friday night.

However, we did not go ice skating that day.

We did not watch 2012, too...it was a long long queue to buy a ticket, 

and we were not sure if we could get the ticket.

All we did are shopping and eating.

We ate really nice food that day, korean food for lunch and japanese food for dinner.

They were really nice, but, yea, they costed a lot.

I spent a lot in books.

Yea, I bought 6 books. one is for my cousin.

I have decided, I want to read as much books as possible. For what?

For no purpose, haha, may be it is just a hobby.

Going to make friend with these books....

including novels, comics.....

and reference books (although I don't really like, especially biology, but I have to)

Lastly 

I would like to wish all my friends,

to have a wonderful holiday....

and, meet you guys after 1.5 months...haha

Stay in Wangsa Maju

I set up the alarm at 9.30 am, but I woke up before that.

may be i was too excited to meet my ex-schoolfriends...

Ya, I was going to go to KL to meet them, and have some fun with them.

The coming exam has brought me unexpectable stresses.

I need a rest, for a longer journey after this, so, here i go and relieve my burden.

My friends asked me to go Yam Cha with them once they know i am in Wangsa Maju.

via making a call, via sms, via facebook.

although they are not my close friends, they care about me.

I felt honored by them (my secondary school seniors, my classmates, my cousin...haha)

Last night, I had have yam cha 3 rounds, with different people.

1st is with my cousin....Fish...

2nd is with my friends....and her friends...

3rd is with my secondary school seniors....They are not staying in Wangsa Maju, but they come just to having a talk with me.

Thanks friends. I really appreciate it.

Oh, forgot someone, someone who gives me chocolates and junk food when i was hungry  yesterday.

Although these food are unhelthy, but never mind....still thank you....haha

After spending a day in Wangsa Maju, 

I really feel more comfortable...

no longer so stressed....

no longer think so negatively....

because, i know, my friends are with me, all the time.

i worry if i refuse to go back Shah Alam. haha....

I really appreciate you all, friends..........

Struggling in the volcano of exam and friends

Wah, didnt upload my status for a month.

impressed by my own determination to not approach laptop.

nolah, actually i was too too too busy for the past few weeks.

It was a bio topic test last week and i was struggling.

I was very stressed bcuz i worried if i fail to answer to question as though topic test 1.

I studied and studied, until my soul nearly collapses.

I wanted to cry, but tears did not roll down, even one drop.

I used to be strong, used to manage the stress well,

but now, i found myself hard to face it.

May be, it is because the change of environment.

May be, it is because i miss my ex-schoolmates very much.

May be, it is because my family stays far from me.

I miss them, all the time.

The people surrounding me here always told me that,

"that is devil in their mind, do not believe them too deep."

Why do we think this world so negatively?

Why do we make it so complex?

Why don't we make the world full of happiness and simple?

Why don't we purify our heart?

Friends, don't tell me about the negative things anymore.

I just want to be a positive thinker.

Ya, I know I am too naive and too optimistic,

but at least this makes me happy, at least this make me free from troubles.

"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." Proverbs 17:17

Ya, friends are important in my life.

i hope i am be with you when you are in trouble.

i hope you'll remember me when you are in trouble.

i hope i can offer my help when you are in trouble.

However, friends, do you know?

one word from your mouth can easily hurt me.

one action of you would make a wound on my heart.

Friends, I just want to treat you with my best.

but why, you do not appreciate it?

why, you still think of the people here is devil?

why, you still think that people here have a devil plan before they do a thing?

why, you still complain although you get the grace from God to study here?

why, you never feel satisfied?

what is a friend???

I worry if i turn to be a selfish and devil girl.

I worry if i chase you (friends) out from my heart.

I just want to try my best to bring you (friends) happy.

and this is the only way i can be happy, with the people around me live happily.

Mooncake Festival 2009

"Lemon is gonna be a hardworking girl!"

I keep saying to myself like this for this few days.

with statistic quiz and chemistry test looming on the horizon, i know i should study harder,

to compensate my lousy results of last test!

ok, since it is too stressed for me to talk about study, 

let us talk about other things.

Last Thursday, my MMS friend had asked me to join their basketball team.

yea, i was so shy to join since i know nobody except Madhiah there,

and my attire looked like pyjamas!

But, I still went there. 

I am so happy when i touched the ball, since i didn't play basketball for a long time.

I tried to shoot 3-points ball, well, seemed like I had no talent in shooting at all. Haha,

We are going to take part in a basketball match tomorrow, yup, so nervous now.

just now, when i just signed in to my msn, 

I was so shocked as i got a message from Connie, who is my ex-classmate in my previous college in Singapore.

She apologized for neglecting me when i was studying there.

I was, really really touched.

Even though her apology seems belated, but still, i was touched!

she is still remembering me, thank you Connie. indeed thank you!

Erm, i enjoy my life here, and don't worry about me,

yet i still hope that you all still remember me, 

and let me to stay in you all's memory forever.

yea, today is mooncake festival, or known as mid-autumn festival,

i m going to hang out with my friends in intec!

to celebrate our chinese traditional festival ---- mooncake festival!!!

Come on, let's have mooncake and a wonderful and warm tea time under the witness of the full moon.

Hari Raya Break 2009

really enjoyed this raya one week break.

we went waterfall, went melacca, segamat, went singapore and jb.

of cuz, tired as well, but nvm, it is worthwhile, haha.

eileen came to johor with my friends, and stayed in my house for a week.

this few days, i kept bringing her here and there, may be she will blame me bcuz she doesn't have time to study. haha

on sunday, we went to a wedding party.

and met Rachel there. (Rachel's cousin get married)

we had wine and beer there, as well as delicious food. (Aiyo, get weight again!)

on monday, we went to waterfall, with Yaw, Fish, Shi Ni, Oki, Big Ear, San, Halin.

of cuz, we went there by motorcycles, haha.

as it was hari raya holiday, there were many visitors there, so we went to higher place.

unfortunately, we stayed there for less than 30 minutes, as it was raining...haiz

then we ran down to the "kolam besar" there and then rode motorcycle back in the rain.

was it romantic? or dangerous? haha

After that, we went chaah having our dinner. wow!!!

on tuesday, we went to Yaw's house to watch movies.

i had have watching 3 movies there. but they just watched 2.

One of the movies is Tsunami, yea, it is really awesome.

I was so touched when a guy in movie sacrifice himself to save another guy whom he dun know.

I asked my friends, will you do what he did if you are in the same situation with him?

they didn answer. yup, it is difficult to answer!

on wednesday, we went to melacca with Yaw.

as Yaw have to go to school in the morning, so Cedric brought us to visit around with his Saga.

We went jonker, red house, A famosa, beach, newton foodcourt, so on.

eileen and i also bought many souvenirs there. haha

the funny thing was, eileen bought so many souvenirs of RM1.50 until they cost RM90++. eileen is so geng. haha

on thursday, we went back from melacca to segamat. 

and i had my hair cut there. good bye, my 60cm long hair.

on friday, we went to singapore and jb,

we met my "dad" and "grass" and "coffee bean", "fish", "vivian" there.

they were both my colleagues when i was working in singapore.

we had our lunch in takashimaya ajitei.

my dad treated us the lunch, thx daddy. haha

the food is so nice!

after that, my grass-charles...treated us some dessert in plaza singapore.

felt that i live in happiness very much. thx friends.

and thx bean bcuz came to meet us from sembawang. haha

in the evening, we went back to cs which is the well known shopping centre of jb.

there, i met many ex-schoolmates--long wei, zi shan, xiao si...so on

very happy when having talk with them.

In night, we watched movie before we came back to Bekok.

I dun know what the title of the movie is, 

I just wanted to go into the cinema as my friend said that he want to treat me popcorn.

The movie was a scary movie although the ending is quite romantic.

After having fun for these few days, i am really very tired....

but, i didn regret of travelling.

Thanks to God and my friends, expecially OPEN, my dear

Wow, time seems flying

two weeks passed so fast, there is one more week to go before going back to Bekok.

Really look forward to see my dear dear secondary schoolmates.

Okay, let's talk about what i have done last two week.

There was a chemistry topic test in the first week after independence day.

Yes, i did score well for it... but it was not enough.

I cannot forgive myself to do the careless mistakes.

I feel like my eyes were blocked during the test, haiz.

But never mind. it passed already.

It will be better if I put more efforts next time, i think.

For the second week, I always went to library after class,

so that i would not fall asleep when studying alone in room.

I really scared that I would not score well for the next topic test, so i must appreciate even a second.

I know, I should not sleep so frequently, so I tried hard, to sms with people, to chat with people when I was studying.

Friends, may be I did disturb you, I apologize here, and also thank to those who sms with me. sincerely.

The most terrible things I faced for the last week was...

my pendrive was spoiled. There were so many important things inside it: IELTS slide shows file, Ethics assignments, so on.

I needed to redo all of these works again.

That was all of sudden. I really want to cry. 

but I know, I have to be strong. I would not let my tears rolling down from my eyes. 

So, I pretended, pretended to be strong, pretended that I don not mind on redoing those works at all.

People always said girls have the right to cry, but may be I am lacking of female hormones.

I found myself hard to cry. It was a little bit tension when you cannot cry to release your intangible burdens.

However, thanks to all of my friends: Dina, Siao Ting, Cedric (and may be also others that i haven mentioned here) who always be with me.

I appreciate all of you very much, sincerely.

Of course, beside this, sins also make me stressed. 

I don't know. sometimes I would talk about others' bad. yup, i love gossiping.

I felt guilty after I did so. So I pray again and again to ask for His forgiveness.

I know, He will definitely forgive me as long as I am going to change my this attitude.

I always prayed and said that I would not do this again, I would not do that again,

but still, I redid those sins that I dislike!!! Okay, now, i am going to change myself bit by bit.

Please inform me if you find me doing a mistake. Thanks.

The most wonderful matter for these past two weeks was going to Campus Alive.

I love it so much. I felt comfortable every time i went there.

There, I would forget all my troubles,I don't know, may be God was guiding me. 

I love the worship time most. 

It was great when you saw people on stage trying their best to perform the best worship for God.

It was great when you saw people around you enjoying in the melodies although some of them are non-christians.

It was greater when you saw a non-christian trying to learn a church song and sing with us. 

So, the thing that we all cannot deny is, Father Lord is always with us, Holy Spirit is always with us, Jesus Christ is always with us.

I was so touched, so excited at that time .

I seldom pray when I worship. Normally I would only pray after worship, but...

I really longed to have a conversation with God at that time, so I prayed,

to thank Him, to ask for His grace so that we all can be encountered by Him.

Before I listened to the talk during last CA, 

I hated politics very much. I think that it is dirty and what...selfish...

so I was never interested in politic talk, or a talk by a politician. 

However, i don't know why, I was so concentrate when she gave her talk, didnt feel boring at all.

yup, our countries development depends on us generation.

our countries will disrupt if we generation don't put an effort.

and the words most influencing me is

"you are not a chinese, you are not a malay, you are not an Indian, you are not a Iban, you are not a whatever, you are a malaysian."

Yes, All of us are Malaysians, all of us belong to Malaysia. Malaysia belongs to all of us.

so, we must unite. Sure, we must unite!!! for one Malaysia.

let's make a better change for Malaysia.

Before that, let's shout "I love Malaysia" for 3 times like what Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted "Merdeka" out for 3 times!!!

Besides that, I wanna mention here that it was so sweet when my dear "OPEN" said she wanna steal all of my unhappy memories so that i am always be happy.

Really thank you, OPEN.

Smile, please...

Very down is my mood this week after knowing my results...

I was very disappointed by the results.

I didnt score well for the bio test as well as the statistics.

I really want to get rid of this bad mood...

I feel like I didn't know what had happened around me...

Somebody waved to me, but i didn't notice...

Somebody asked me a question, but i just smiled at them and never answered them.

Why did i become so weird?

What wrong with me???

I have tried to control my emo again and again,trying to not recall the result thing, but i failed to do...

as people say, u must not escape from something that you dont want it be, 

but try to cope with it.

Ok, i picked up my courage to confront with the facts...

not only the things that related to my results, got other things oso.

Now, i become better after read bible and get some advise from it.

I am a lucky girl, as i have many friends that concern me....as well as listen to my blaming.

I found that i dislike english more and more...

I dun like to talk with whoever speak english with me, really dun like.

of cuz, except for those who cannot speak mandarin...

I feel that, y u want to speak english with me as u know i can speak mandarin as you are also good in mandarin.

I felt like they are showing off. Really dun like this feeling.

But, well, i know i think too much !!!

I know i should smile always...

I recall a message which i received form my ex-classmate...

In the message, it said,

U should always smile although you are in bad mood, or unhappy...

bcuz u'll even dun know somebody loves your smile,

may be he or may be she.

may be u know him/her, may be not.

may be he/she is just right beside you...

he/she will be unhappy oso when they see u unhappy.

So, let's smile for others...

Shakespeare:

To the world u may be one person but to one person u may be the world

My egg tarts

Today I reached Shah Alam at about 8.10am. The train was coming late today.

As I reached Shah Alam KTM station, I am so happy to see Daniel there.

I was so touched as he sacrificed his sleeping time to fetch me.

Thank you Daniel. You are a good senior.

And as compensation, i gave him a egg tart.

(He said that the tart is very nice...haha..thx)

After cleaning my room, I went to eileen's room. and of cuz, i gave egg tarts to eileen and wenn dee. haha

They said the tarts are tasty....haha

and....started online there and slept there, of cuz chatting there.

Cedric tought me playing scrabble, but

i loss everytime. haiz

In the evening, when i was online, i was so happy that Larry and Cedric came and said that my tart is delicious.

So happy when people appreciate what I've done.

Dreaming day...

Today, I didnt wake up at 6am as i promised to Jun Farn yesterday.

I did set an alarm before i slept yesterday, but i didn't hear the alarm.

haha, i helped him to save money leh, as he said he wanna treat me breakfast.

I think i can be a pilot one day later.......=.=

I woke up at noon today...

After brushed my teeth and washed my face,

the 1st thing that i did is "ONLINE".

really addicted to internet.

and i think i should appreciate the online time before i go to Shah Alam. Haha

From internet, i found something interesting today.

Haha, i found the detail of a JPA scholar who rode his bicycle back Malaysia from US.

He is, indeed, my inspiration.

May be someday, i will follow what he've done.

I told my parents and friends about this dream.

But,

My mom said,"Stop dreaming."

My dad said,"Don't think of a impossible thing."

and my friends said, "Are you crazy?", "Did you take pills today?", "Are you stressed?", "Do you want me to accompany u to a clinic?"

A lot of question from them. 

Nevermind, i'll prove it.

(Cedric said he'll support me during conversation via msn. hooray)

In the evening, I went riding bicycle with my neighbour.

I told her," Come on, let's train ourself. So that i can achieve my bike dream later."

We cycled for about 1 hour, but didn't feel tired...emm, may be the fire of my dream is burning inside my heart.

After that, i bought some ingredients to make egg tarts.

The purpose is to bring my homemade tarts for my friends in AKASIA.

However, since i didn't make tarts for a long time, it seemed not so successful.

Nevermind, I did again...

Now I am waiting for the tarts in baker....

Waiting, waiting, waiting~~~

Tough Journey, but I made it. 再苦也要去旅行

今天终于看完了“再苦也要去旅行”，很棒的一本书。

说真的，我超佩服爱琳的勇气，

我这里所说的勇气不只指他勇敢“独闯”陌生的国家，也佩服他的“勇于放下”。

在爱情亲情与旅行的取舍之间，爱琳选择了“闯荡江湖”，不知道爱琳之前是考虑了多久才下此决定。

我之前也有想过要像他这样，放弃在Malaysia的一切，去体会流浪的感觉。

但是，我始终放不下，放不下我的家人，放不下我的学业，

当然我想，多年后我也放不下我的事业。

此外，爱琳的耐力也让人敬佩，尤其是等签证的时候。

读着爱琳的书，我试着把自己当成书中的主角，

但是，我知道我并不是，因为我真的没有那样的耐心。

当然，也羡慕爱琳在旅途中可以交到许多朋友，

在外一个人，真的需要敞开心怀，去结识多些人。

当然没也少不了“伸出援手”的精神。

爱琳，不是个自私的女孩。。。

他接受了别人的恩惠，并没有自私的不理他人

让我影响深刻的是，他把钱借给了那个韩国旅者。。。

看了爱琳的书，我在想，人生就是要像他这样呀，

做出一些轰轰烈烈的事，做出自己所想做的，去完成自己的理想。

也许有一天爱琳可以告诉自己的孩子：“你看，妈妈年轻时环游世界哦！”

当然，我也真的很希望，有遭一日，我可以拿出一些可夸的

向我的家人，我的朋友，我未来的孩子炫耀炫耀。

现在，我真想看到爱琳的真人，跟她交谈一下，说不定可以得到很多启发哦。。。

谢谢爱琳，谢谢你的书。。。。它，真的，让我体会了一些道理。。。

The evangelism

During this break, I found that i became lazier...haiz

I don't have "morning" for this past few day including today.

but it was not a big problem and i did help my mom to reduce her stuff as i dun need to have breakfast. 

And i also found that i was addicted to online already.

i would sign in msn and log in facebook once i switch on my laptop.

Oh....that's why i used 5 days to finished my homework although it only need 1 day to be done.

Aiyo, how could i be so, cannot, i must control myself.

But see, since yesterday i swore that i will not online today, 

but i am still here, chatting and kipnapping people through facebook...

Internet.... it is really too tempting.

Well, since my church got some activities today, so i didn online too much time.

At noon, i went to church. Once i reached there, my friends asked me to take part in Maths Quiz.

Ok, i participated in, but my friends disappear at that time!

They asked me to take part together but they didnt!!! Haiz...

Nevermind.

Lastly, I did get 1st prize for the Maths Quiz and another IQ test.

For the Maths Quiz, I am the one who summit answer fastest and got all answers correct.

It sounds like that I am blowing my own trumpet, but i am really very excited to tell,

as i didn't think that I can get a prize as I am the last one who registered to take part. Haha.

In the night, there was an evangelism. 

Somebody from another chuch had shared his past with us.

He said that he was a drug addict before, but Jesus Christ had changed him.

Now he lives in happiness with his family. 

And since he get rid of drug, he work hard and so he has his own house and car.

Yes, Jesus Christ can save you, can change you, if you turn to Him,

like the way He do in my life. Thank you, Jesus my saviour.

After the evangelism, There was some tea. 

The food was quite delicious, making me eat more and more.

I think, this is the reason why I became fatter!

After having the tea, I played drum.

Some little girls were "attracted“ by me, I felt like a princess. Haha.

Then Xiao An, Guo Sheng, Peach, Jacky came.

Of course, they asked me to let them playing the drum.

I refused, but they said that they wanted to teach me...

Ok, i trusted them, so i gave them the drumsticks.

I really regret, because they don't bother me after they got the drumsticks....T.T

I will not trust them anymore...... cry.,..

After making noise using those musical instruments, 

we went to gerai mamak.

Most of us didn't order food or drink, 

we just sat down there and chatted non-stop. Haha.

Welcome back

Firstly, I want to apologize to Ant...

Sorry for didn't sms you yesterday to greet you Happy Birthday...

my mood is down when I think that I need to go back home by train alone...

I will call you tomorrow, ok?

Yesterday I don't need to go to school...

so as my habit, i slept until 10 or later...haha

then, conquering cindy's laptop again.

however, less people went online as they need to go to school

so lonely I am.

About 3.00pm, I departed from Akasia, going to KL sentral with Joanne and Ji Ching

But their train will come at about 6pm, means that...

i need to wait for train alone after 6pm, until 9.30pm

3 hours and 30 minutes...can u imagine???

Luckily, I met my friend there.

He was going back to our hometown too....

so nice....

I reached home at about 3.15am in the next morning.

Although I am very tired, i can't fall asleep as it is morning already.

My mind makes me to awake even though my body need rest...

so I online until 7.30am in the next morning.

Tiring Day

Today is really a tiring day.

I started studying from last night until 2,30am this morning.

When I was so happy that I finally can sleep after finished reading bio, 

I suddenly remembered that I haven't wash my clothes.

OMG, I was so tired but i still managed to wash them before I sleep.

That means, I slept at 3am this morning, and woke up at 6.30am

When did I become so hardworking???

There were three topic tests this today: IELTS paragraph writting, Statistics and Biology.

The title of the paragraph was The Hardest Thing I've ever done.

I heard somebody wrote about stone, haha.

For the statistics, it;s just normal, not so hard but also not easy.

However, the bio test was quite hard.

It consisted of 7 questions, I think...

I didn't have enough time to do. 

haiz, sharde (german = such a pity)

After that, we went Secret Recipe to celebrate...

Celebrate what? Of cuz celebrate for our test was over. Haha.

Of cuz I did buy a cake for cindy after we have meal there...bcuz today is Cindy's birthday.

Then, I went CA, I really like CA,

feel comfortable there, especially when we sing together to praise God. 

Initially I felt dissapointed as my friends broke their promise to go along with me.

But, after being there, I felt never mind.

haha. Hope that they will come along with me to CA after this break.

Really like drum, although I know I cant play it well. Haha

Thank you to my friends

I don't know, everytime i wanna do a matter well,

but some bad things will be happening...

feel sad when i do something wrong or cant get into other's conversation.

on thursday, i did go to Cell Group...

Then when we are chating, i pronounce a guy's name wrongly.

made him to be laughed by others.

i really feel guilty.

now i know the importance to pronounce every word properly...

haiz, my english is so so so lousy.

Then, another funny thing happened yesterday...

we got Youth alpha meeting yesterday. and we (wendy and i) are late.

Then somebody sms came and ask whether we are going.

as that time, i hurried to there, i simple reply the message "on the way"

but, i wrongly type the word, then it became "on the wax..."

then now everybody know that lemon is on the wax....

sigh....

Well, the worst thing is,

i sent TWO message to wrong person.

Oh my goodness. 

i really worried that i was disturbing him.

indeed, i worried until i cant concentrate in doin homework.

Luckily, Cindy helped me to explain to him.

and he sms me and told me dun worry...

haha....

Thank you, all of my friends....

bcuz be tolerate with my stupid being....

Cooked and went to ACTS church

Today i did really enjoy all the time...

i woke up at bout 9am, after had a bath, 

i followed cindy them to go shopping.

As we discussed last night, we decided to cook ABC soup today n have our lunch in hostel.

Ya, i really love to cook. (Well, although i dun know how to cook.)

I just be cindy's assistant and followed her command to prepare food.

Even though it took long time for us to prepare our lunch,

and it was very tiring,

but when they said the food is not bad, i was delighted so much.

The thing i hate the most is to wash the bowls, plates, and so on things.

so we (people who prepare food) just ask eileen n odelia to wash.. haha

bcuz they didn put contribution in cooking what.

haha

ya, it was very worthy if u cook urself but not go "dapao" or eating outside.

we just spent RM1.40 each to have such delicious food.

got soup, cabbage, egg.......n rice. (Well, it was like porridge more. haha )

In the evening, eileen n me went to ACTS church, to experience in a new church.

we got a bag with a note book (not laptop)and a pen inside each as this was our 1st time there.

So happy. can get a gift.

N the people there are so friendly.

they came n introduce themselves to us, n chatted with us.

when we were having our dinner together, some of them ate together with us.

ya, i did get a actspresso voucher also. i think it is a voucher for a coffee (not sure).

may be we will know next week when we go ACTS again.

ya, really enjoyed.

n wanna thx our senior, Samantha Sii so much...

Campus Alive and McD

Went to campus alive 2 days ago. really enjoyed.

I love to praise my lord with songs...

expecially dancing while singing.

of cuz, i really enjoyed chatting with new friends.
happy to know more friends...

n was delighted when more people know me.
that day, when our senior come and fetch us to CA.
he asked," I dun know u yet, can u introduce urself?"
"erm, i m lemon."
"Oh, u r lemon...! I heard saomebody talked about u but haven seen u before."

"oh? i am so famous?" i whispered to eileen.

haha, really happy. 

yesterday, we went to McD to have lunch...
wao, so crowded there...
the queue was so long. need to wait for a long time bfore ordering food.

the funny thing is my conversation with the McD "cashier". （is she called cashier? dun know）
"miss, coke and all carbonated drink are not sold today."
"oh oh, then i would like to have a sprite." I said
"Sorry, miss, coke and all carbonated drink are not sold today bcuz the mechine has been broken down today."
"oh oh, nvm, then give me a coke..."
"......." she is speechless...

haha
I was blurred that time
LOL

It was horrifying me!

Yesterday night, after watching "ICE AGE 3",

when i was going to turn off the loudspeaker and my DVD player,

suddenly, A loud sound "BOOM!" came out!

Imagine, i was on my way to loudspeaker! so i was very near with it.

In such a short distance, the sudden loud sound shocked me!

I was wondering is that an explosion? or Malaysia was intruded?

Gratefully, it was not.

My hands, my legs, even my whole body started shivering.

I took a glass of water....still shivering, and again, i took more, n more.....(My stomach was full with water already)

However, I was still shivering.

There was still a tremble in my voice NOW. (a day after)

Meantimes, what i am thinking of is,

will there any side effect on me? 

will my brain be affected?

will I loss my memory?

will I, even, become an idiot?

Thankfully, I am still a normal girl now.

I can't fall asleep last night. 

I thought, I was horrified indeed. may be i need to go OPEN (a phamacy shop in my hometown)

to buy some green pills which can calm me down.

Labis Hot Spring

Our church has planned to go Labis Hot Spring.
Of course, i would never this chance.

A chance that I can gather with my friends that i've no seen for so long time...

and a chance that can go to a place where i've never been before.

I don't know if the English name for it is Hot Spring or not.

since it looked not like a hot spring.

however, since its malay name is Air Panas Labis,

thus i call it Labis Hot Spring.

We went there about 4pm. The sun haven set yet.

So of course it was so hot!

we go hot spring when it is unbearable hot? i think our brains were retarded...haha

Nvm, just do something that a normal man will not do, this is our "Hobby", be special.

We dare not to put in our legs into the hot water, not even a toe.

But we should experience its temperature, or else it would be a waste we going there.

Ok, let it be a competition. Somebody who put her/his feet into the hot water for the logest time, the winner he/she is.

ya, u guessed it. I am the loser. I withdraw me feet out in the shortest time. haha.

Suddenly, somebody was pulling me. who is it? Jacky!

he was pulling me across the hot water.

OMG, the water is so so so hot!

but, what can i do? just blamming after that. Haiz...

Before we came back, we went to the nearby playgroud.

It was quite funny when u see 2 girls don't wanna go back bcuz they were "enjoying" in the playground.haha

Ya, the trip was quite interesting

Funny Story

ya, i admit that i didn do revision since i came back here...

i really enjoy playing with my friends here. So relax.

This morning, I went out with halin and si en having breakfast together..

i ask them the riddle what the pastor asked us :"Who is transformer's parents?"

haha, They will never wonder that the answer is trasparent, lol.

Btw, they also told me something interesting and funny.

Let's read the conversation between us:

"Can you all drive car to school?"

"Cannot"

"Why? last time Li Ping told me they can?" (They are in same school)

"Bcuz somebody knocked down a person last time."

"The one who was knocked was so pity. "

"Ya, he cant go to school within half a year, but we are delighted by this new."

"you are so bad, rejoice in the calamity of others."

"bcuz the victim was our principal"

"no wonder you people are not allowed to drive to school anymore......." (=.=)

I had forgotten his 2nd funny story.

but really, it is very funny...

I reached home at 3am in the next morning

Imagine, 

someday, after u came back from school, and you are doing your homework.

Suddenly, ur housemates shout,

"Oh my God, there is a week holiday from now."

"What? are u serious?"

"Sure, holiday have started!" They emphasized.

Then, you received a message from your classmate, telling you the same thing.

You know that the holiday matter is a truth.

What is your feeling then? Perhaps you will find yourself excited.

However, i didn't feel so.

The sudden holiday make my whole plan ruined.

and the important thing is, I haven bought my train ticket.

Immediately, I called to train station office, n ask them whether still got  ticket back to johor or not!

thankfully, they said yes.

"Can I book ticket for tonight?"

"Sorry, cannot, you must book it before 24 hours."

This is the 2nd terrible thing I heard. If i go train station now, will the train still have seat for me?

Stop, stop considering. I packed my things at once and rushed to KL sentral. ALONE.

Thankfully again, I got the ticket.

God have prepared all the things for me. Thanks.

Finally, I reached home at 3am in the next morning.

So so so.....tired!

Excess spending

I have already been 3 weeks here. feeling better.

things go as usual every day,

studying n doing homework... as well as houseworks too

sometime i will complain, why is my apartment always dirty?

ya, this is bcuz we do not cooperate... we just do our things

i know, i am selfish, but i wanna others treat me selfless....

I know it is impossible, so i m learning to be selfless too..

Dun know somehow, my hp was spoiled.

I cant receive any message. so it is a little bit boring for me

cannot sms, or even taking picture...

the phone always state that the memory is full,

but actually there is still much memory spaces.

I dont know what the problem is, i had tried many time,

i think over 100 times i switched off it n switched on again.

n oso deleted a lot of things inside, eventually i deleted all the pictures n songs,

however, no matter wat i had done, it still cannot function well.

I decided to buy a new phone. i think it will be G705. an AP phone.

ya, i had booked it this evening.

my heart is so pain when i used that money.

alamak, i m so stingy.

then my heart got more painful when my cousin told me that he wanna sell his Nokia 5800 for only RM600

why did i just know this night?

if i know earlier, i wouldn't book the G705....

T.T wanna cry.....excess spending

Worrying about buying books

I've been here for about 2 weeks, very interesting, but very tired too.

Here, i need to learn to be independent, learn to be strong.

But things go better day by day, i am trying to suit myself into the new environment, with new friends.

yup, i am gonna be strong. I know, i shouldn't let my parents to worry.

So, i pretend, pretend to be very happy here. Just bury all sadness in my heart

May be i will cry again, i think, but i will do so with my pillow...

However, i have to prevent my tears from dropping down again.

Gambateh, Lemon.

Our lessons started this morning. The 1st class is bio lesson.

the lecturer is quite good. I feel free to enjoy his class.

The lesson after that is Ethics class.

Wow, our class got about 70 person. So so so crowded.

but never mind. The lecturer leaded us to another bigger room soon.

But as she said, our "big" class will be divided, may be into 2 or 3. OK, whatever.

Next, is the english lesson.

wow, the lecturer can speak very fluent english, with America slang, i think. haha

I wanna to be fluent while speaking english.

I know, my english is quite poor. even Benny cant get me. Sigh.

So, the conclusion is, i enjoyed my class today very much.

But somehtings i am still worrying is buying the text / reference books.

It is about RM89 for a Bio book. we need to buy 2 books.

also need to buy chemistry, maths, statictics n english books...

i think, i will be very poor this month... may be for the next month too

haiz, who got 2nd hand book wanna be sold?

Forturnately, Wenn Dee's senior's friend is going to sell us a 2d hand maths book

but it is not enough for me.... How bout books of other subjects?

about 8pm, Zaini called me urgently, telling me there is free books given by seniors.

Me, Jacelynn n Rachel rushed to the scene immediately.

Oh, it is very hot.

Alamak, when we reached there, there is no more reference books anymore.

we are too late.

but at least we successfully "grabbed" some past years questions