Licence and Travelling...

Stupid lemon, I must be stupid,

learned driving for so many days already,

I still cannot control the steering well.

Last time I nearly drove the car into drain somemore.

The uncle who teach me to drive must have taken a fright..Haha

really afraid of driving a car after this traumatic incident.

Aiyo, driving is really a hard task...

why is it so hard to drive a car?

and the motorcycle somemore,

I know I can ride a motorcycle well,

but then, i am very worrying that I am not able to pass the driving exam!

Aiyo, and the stupid driving licence,

make me cant go traveling to Thailand with my uncle's family...

I must be insane,

I rejected my cousins' invitation to go traveling with them,

but just choosing to stay in Bekok and learning driving here...

Aiyo, unexpectedly I give up this golden chance to have my 1st aeroplane ride.

T.T, i hope I wont regret...

Ya, I am still young, 

Traveling only mah, I have so much future time to travel.

Just get my car and motorcycle license first.

and then I can go traveling already,

and no need to consider this trouble anymore.

Now I just hope that I can pass the car and motorcycle license exam as fast as possible.

I hope I can pass without giving under table money.

I hope I can pass at the 1st time I go for the exam.

Ok, i know, I just have to pray...

and then, I can go traveling loh....

Hooray

End of ALM 1st semester

Finally holiday comes....That's why i have free time to update my blog.

I was suffering from insomnia for about one week, it was, really tired.

For everyday during the exam week, I finished my revision very early,

and after that I switched off the lamp, wanted to sleep.

but, I still stayed awake several hours later.

It was a very hard time for me---wanted to sleep but was unable to fall asleep.

Thankfully, I am no longer suffer this abnormal matter now.

Last Friday, the last day of our exam, as well as last day of our first semester.

I really got no mood to study at all.

All I was thinking about is how to spend my holiday well.

I wanted to go ice-skating, I wanted to watch 2012, I wanted to read a lot of books,

I wanted to do lots of things. (although some of them are still not carried out now.)

Biology paper, out last paper. It was quite hard for me.

I do not know, whether i am not confident at myself, or I really do not know to answer the questions.

but, since it was past, then, ...just let it past...haha

I went to Sunway Pyramid on saturday.

Wanted to go ice skating, I have never tried it before. 

So i was very excited in Friday night.

However, we did not go ice skating that day.

We did not watch 2012, too...it was a long long queue to buy a ticket, 

and we were not sure if we could get the ticket.

All we did are shopping and eating.

We ate really nice food that day, korean food for lunch and japanese food for dinner.

They were really nice, but, yea, they costed a lot.

I spent a lot in books.

Yea, I bought 6 books. one is for my cousin.

I have decided, I want to read as much books as possible. For what?

For no purpose, haha, may be it is just a hobby.

Going to make friend with these books....

including novels, comics.....

and reference books (although I don't really like, especially biology, but I have to)

Lastly 

I would like to wish all my friends,

to have a wonderful holiday....

and, meet you guys after 1.5 months...haha

Stay in Wangsa Maju

I set up the alarm at 9.30 am, but I woke up before that.

may be i was too excited to meet my ex-schoolfriends...

Ya, I was going to go to KL to meet them, and have some fun with them.

The coming exam has brought me unexpectable stresses.

I need a rest, for a longer journey after this, so, here i go and relieve my burden.

My friends asked me to go Yam Cha with them once they know i am in Wangsa Maju.

via making a call, via sms, via facebook.

although they are not my close friends, they care about me.

I felt honored by them (my secondary school seniors, my classmates, my cousin...haha)

Last night, I had have yam cha 3 rounds, with different people.

1st is with my cousin....Fish...

2nd is with my friends....and her friends...

3rd is with my secondary school seniors....They are not staying in Wangsa Maju, but they come just to having a talk with me.

Thanks friends. I really appreciate it.

Oh, forgot someone, someone who gives me chocolates and junk food when i was hungry  yesterday.

Although these food are unhelthy, but never mind....still thank you....haha

After spending a day in Wangsa Maju, 

I really feel more comfortable...

no longer so stressed....

no longer think so negatively....

because, i know, my friends are with me, all the time.

i worry if i refuse to go back Shah Alam. haha....

I really appreciate you all, friends..........

Struggling in the volcano of exam and friends

Wah, didnt upload my status for a month.

impressed by my own determination to not approach laptop.

nolah, actually i was too too too busy for the past few weeks.

It was a bio topic test last week and i was struggling.

I was very stressed bcuz i worried if i fail to answer to question as though topic test 1.

I studied and studied, until my soul nearly collapses.

I wanted to cry, but tears did not roll down, even one drop.

I used to be strong, used to manage the stress well,

but now, i found myself hard to face it.

May be, it is because the change of environment.

May be, it is because i miss my ex-schoolmates very much.

May be, it is because my family stays far from me.

I miss them, all the time.

The people surrounding me here always told me that,

"that is devil in their mind, do not believe them too deep."

Why do we think this world so negatively?

Why do we make it so complex?

Why don't we make the world full of happiness and simple?

Why don't we purify our heart?

Friends, don't tell me about the negative things anymore.

I just want to be a positive thinker.

Ya, I know I am too naive and too optimistic,

but at least this makes me happy, at least this make me free from troubles.

"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." Proverbs 17:17

Ya, friends are important in my life.

i hope i am be with you when you are in trouble.

i hope you'll remember me when you are in trouble.

i hope i can offer my help when you are in trouble.

However, friends, do you know?

one word from your mouth can easily hurt me.

one action of you would make a wound on my heart.

Friends, I just want to treat you with my best.

but why, you do not appreciate it?

why, you still think of the people here is devil?

why, you still think that people here have a devil plan before they do a thing?

why, you still complain although you get the grace from God to study here?

why, you never feel satisfied?

what is a friend???

I worry if i turn to be a selfish and devil girl.

I worry if i chase you (friends) out from my heart.

I just want to try my best to bring you (friends) happy.

and this is the only way i can be happy, with the people around me live happily.