Hari Raya Break 2009

really enjoyed this raya one week break.

we went waterfall, went melacca, segamat, went singapore and jb.

of cuz, tired as well, but nvm, it is worthwhile, haha.

eileen came to johor with my friends, and stayed in my house for a week.

this few days, i kept bringing her here and there, may be she will blame me bcuz she doesn't have time to study. haha

on sunday, we went to a wedding party.

and met Rachel there. (Rachel's cousin get married)

we had wine and beer there, as well as delicious food. (Aiyo, get weight again!)

on monday, we went to waterfall, with Yaw, Fish, Shi Ni, Oki, Big Ear, San, Halin.

of cuz, we went there by motorcycles, haha.

as it was hari raya holiday, there were many visitors there, so we went to higher place.

unfortunately, we stayed there for less than 30 minutes, as it was raining...haiz

then we ran down to the "kolam besar" there and then rode motorcycle back in the rain.

was it romantic? or dangerous? haha

After that, we went chaah having our dinner. wow!!!

on tuesday, we went to Yaw's house to watch movies.

i had have watching 3 movies there. but they just watched 2.

One of the movies is Tsunami, yea, it is really awesome.

I was so touched when a guy in movie sacrifice himself to save another guy whom he dun know.

I asked my friends, will you do what he did if you are in the same situation with him?

they didn answer. yup, it is difficult to answer!

on wednesday, we went to melacca with Yaw.

as Yaw have to go to school in the morning, so Cedric brought us to visit around with his Saga.

We went jonker, red house, A famosa, beach, newton foodcourt, so on.

eileen and i also bought many souvenirs there. haha

the funny thing was, eileen bought so many souvenirs of RM1.50 until they cost RM90++. eileen is so geng. haha

on thursday, we went back from melacca to segamat. 

and i had my hair cut there. good bye, my 60cm long hair.

on friday, we went to singapore and jb,

we met my "dad" and "grass" and "coffee bean", "fish", "vivian" there.

they were both my colleagues when i was working in singapore.

we had our lunch in takashimaya ajitei.

my dad treated us the lunch, thx daddy. haha

the food is so nice!

after that, my grass-charles...treated us some dessert in plaza singapore.

felt that i live in happiness very much. thx friends.

and thx bean bcuz came to meet us from sembawang. haha

in the evening, we went back to cs which is the well known shopping centre of jb.

there, i met many ex-schoolmates--long wei, zi shan, xiao si...so on

very happy when having talk with them.

In night, we watched movie before we came back to Bekok.

I dun know what the title of the movie is, 

I just wanted to go into the cinema as my friend said that he want to treat me popcorn.

The movie was a scary movie although the ending is quite romantic.

After having fun for these few days, i am really very tired....

but, i didn regret of travelling.

Thanks to God and my friends, expecially OPEN, my dear

Wow, time seems flying

two weeks passed so fast, there is one more week to go before going back to Bekok.

Really look forward to see my dear dear secondary schoolmates.

Okay, let's talk about what i have done last two week.

There was a chemistry topic test in the first week after independence day.

Yes, i did score well for it... but it was not enough.

I cannot forgive myself to do the careless mistakes.

I feel like my eyes were blocked during the test, haiz.

But never mind. it passed already.

It will be better if I put more efforts next time, i think.

For the second week, I always went to library after class,

so that i would not fall asleep when studying alone in room.

I really scared that I would not score well for the next topic test, so i must appreciate even a second.

I know, I should not sleep so frequently, so I tried hard, to sms with people, to chat with people when I was studying.

Friends, may be I did disturb you, I apologize here, and also thank to those who sms with me. sincerely.

The most terrible things I faced for the last week was...

my pendrive was spoiled. There were so many important things inside it: IELTS slide shows file, Ethics assignments, so on.

I needed to redo all of these works again.

That was all of sudden. I really want to cry. 

but I know, I have to be strong. I would not let my tears rolling down from my eyes. 

So, I pretended, pretended to be strong, pretended that I don not mind on redoing those works at all.

People always said girls have the right to cry, but may be I am lacking of female hormones.

I found myself hard to cry. It was a little bit tension when you cannot cry to release your intangible burdens.

However, thanks to all of my friends: Dina, Siao Ting, Cedric (and may be also others that i haven mentioned here) who always be with me.

I appreciate all of you very much, sincerely.

Of course, beside this, sins also make me stressed. 

I don't know. sometimes I would talk about others' bad. yup, i love gossiping.

I felt guilty after I did so. So I pray again and again to ask for His forgiveness.

I know, He will definitely forgive me as long as I am going to change my this attitude.

I always prayed and said that I would not do this again, I would not do that again,

but still, I redid those sins that I dislike!!! Okay, now, i am going to change myself bit by bit.

Please inform me if you find me doing a mistake. Thanks.

The most wonderful matter for these past two weeks was going to Campus Alive.

I love it so much. I felt comfortable every time i went there.

There, I would forget all my troubles,I don't know, may be God was guiding me. 

I love the worship time most. 

It was great when you saw people on stage trying their best to perform the best worship for God.

It was great when you saw people around you enjoying in the melodies although some of them are non-christians.

It was greater when you saw a non-christian trying to learn a church song and sing with us. 

So, the thing that we all cannot deny is, Father Lord is always with us, Holy Spirit is always with us, Jesus Christ is always with us.

I was so touched, so excited at that time .

I seldom pray when I worship. Normally I would only pray after worship, but...

I really longed to have a conversation with God at that time, so I prayed,

to thank Him, to ask for His grace so that we all can be encountered by Him.

Before I listened to the talk during last CA, 

I hated politics very much. I think that it is dirty and what...selfish...

so I was never interested in politic talk, or a talk by a politician. 

However, i don't know why, I was so concentrate when she gave her talk, didnt feel boring at all.

yup, our countries development depends on us generation.

our countries will disrupt if we generation don't put an effort.

and the words most influencing me is

"you are not a chinese, you are not a malay, you are not an Indian, you are not a Iban, you are not a whatever, you are a malaysian."

Yes, All of us are Malaysians, all of us belong to Malaysia. Malaysia belongs to all of us.

so, we must unite. Sure, we must unite!!! for one Malaysia.

let's make a better change for Malaysia.

Before that, let's shout "I love Malaysia" for 3 times like what Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted "Merdeka" out for 3 times!!!

Besides that, I wanna mention here that it was so sweet when my dear "OPEN" said she wanna steal all of my unhappy memories so that i am always be happy.

Really thank you, OPEN.

Smile, please...

Very down is my mood this week after knowing my results...

I was very disappointed by the results.

I didnt score well for the bio test as well as the statistics.

I really want to get rid of this bad mood...

I feel like I didn't know what had happened around me...

Somebody waved to me, but i didn't notice...

Somebody asked me a question, but i just smiled at them and never answered them.

Why did i become so weird?

What wrong with me???

I have tried to control my emo again and again,trying to not recall the result thing, but i failed to do...

as people say, u must not escape from something that you dont want it be, 

but try to cope with it.

Ok, i picked up my courage to confront with the facts...

not only the things that related to my results, got other things oso.

Now, i become better after read bible and get some advise from it.

I am a lucky girl, as i have many friends that concern me....as well as listen to my blaming.

I found that i dislike english more and more...

I dun like to talk with whoever speak english with me, really dun like.

of cuz, except for those who cannot speak mandarin...

I feel that, y u want to speak english with me as u know i can speak mandarin as you are also good in mandarin.

I felt like they are showing off. Really dun like this feeling.

But, well, i know i think too much !!!

I know i should smile always...

I recall a message which i received form my ex-classmate...

In the message, it said,

U should always smile although you are in bad mood, or unhappy...

bcuz u'll even dun know somebody loves your smile,

may be he or may be she.

may be u know him/her, may be not.

may be he/she is just right beside you...

he/she will be unhappy oso when they see u unhappy.

So, let's smile for others...

Shakespeare:

To the world u may be one person but to one person u may be the world

My egg tarts

Today I reached Shah Alam at about 8.10am. The train was coming late today.

As I reached Shah Alam KTM station, I am so happy to see Daniel there.

I was so touched as he sacrificed his sleeping time to fetch me.

Thank you Daniel. You are a good senior.

And as compensation, i gave him a egg tart.

(He said that the tart is very nice...haha..thx)

After cleaning my room, I went to eileen's room. and of cuz, i gave egg tarts to eileen and wenn dee. haha

They said the tarts are tasty....haha

and....started online there and slept there, of cuz chatting there.

Cedric tought me playing scrabble, but

i loss everytime. haiz

In the evening, when i was online, i was so happy that Larry and Cedric came and said that my tart is delicious.

So happy when people appreciate what I've done.