Smile, please...

Very down is my mood this week after knowing my results...

I was very disappointed by the results.

I didnt score well for the bio test as well as the statistics.

I really want to get rid of this bad mood...

I feel like I didn't know what had happened around me...

Somebody waved to me, but i didn't notice...

Somebody asked me a question, but i just smiled at them and never answered them.

Why did i become so weird?

What wrong with me???

I have tried to control my emo again and again,trying to not recall the result thing, but i failed to do...

as people say, u must not escape from something that you dont want it be, 

but try to cope with it.

Ok, i picked up my courage to confront with the facts...

not only the things that related to my results, got other things oso.

Now, i become better after read bible and get some advise from it.

I am a lucky girl, as i have many friends that concern me....as well as listen to my blaming.

I found that i dislike english more and more...

I dun like to talk with whoever speak english with me, really dun like.

of cuz, except for those who cannot speak mandarin...

I feel that, y u want to speak english with me as u know i can speak mandarin as you are also good in mandarin.

I felt like they are showing off. Really dun like this feeling.

But, well, i know i think too much !!!

I know i should smile always...

I recall a message which i received form my ex-classmate...

In the message, it said,

U should always smile although you are in bad mood, or unhappy...

bcuz u'll even dun know somebody loves your smile,

may be he or may be she.

may be u know him/her, may be not.

may be he/she is just right beside you...

he/she will be unhappy oso when they see u unhappy.

So, let's smile for others...

Shakespeare:

To the world u may be one person but to one person u may be the world