Blue Mood

Cried so many times since I came back to shah alam after chinese new year.

Is my hormone got any problem? Is there any hormone controlling tear?

I am not a girl who likes to cry, but I felt helpless and cried for how many time, I couldn't count.

Fear is hovering above me.

I am afraid, but I do not know what I am afraid of.

loneliness? tests? I do not know.

I cried and cried, thinking a lot of nonsense.

It's seem like my mind went haywire, it was uncontrollably gone to a negative way.

Thank you friends, especially Opener ChuiYee as well as Geok San,

thanks for accompanying me when i was down.

thanks for supporting me when i was in doubt.

thanks for giving me advises when i need them.

thanks for let me know that you are always be with me.

When I found nowhere to lean on,

friends, you lend me your shoulders...

When I found nobody to express my feeling,

friends, you are always willing to listen to me...

Most importantly,

You guys did not turn away from me when I was moody,

You guys did not laugh at me when I was crying...

Thanks friends...sincerely...