Monotonous study life

I have been in Shah Alam for 3 weeks in 2010...The life over here is quite monotonous.

studying, eating, sleeping, and then repeat again, studying, eating, sleeping...

But sincerely, I have become more hardworking compared to last year.

My roommate also agree with the above statement. And it is good to hear that.

If my parents see this, may be they will think:" since when does my daughter becomes so hardworking? We cant believe that she does studying everyday."

Yes, I did study everyday. However, i still unsure whether I can do well in my coming test. I do not have confidence in myself. Although these 3 weeks we are not very busy, or may be somebody will think that the previous weeks are too free, i still felt very stressed.

I just know I got one or more problems, but I do not know what the question(s) is/are. In addition, there was a problem between me and one of my friend last week, making me more moody and frustrated. And thus, my study always ended up with thinking nonsense.

And now, I am quite sure that one of the thing that get me into trouble is English speaking. There will be a IELTS speaking test or coursework next week for all alm10 students. It is a super hard thing for me because my english speaking is very terrible. I can understand English, but it is hard for me to converse or give idea in English. Therefore, before this, when people chatted in English, I was always very quiet. I used to listen to them only but not giving my own opinion. I dare not to speak in English, and my vocabulary is very limited. I know I should have practiced English frequently, but I just do not know what to say. My mind was like stuck when others request me to speak in English. However, I know I should overcome it as soon as possible and try to pick up courage to speak in English. Ya, I got to.

Before I end my post, I would like to share a interesting thing.

When the word "stressed" is reversed, it becomes "desserts"...

Try our best, friends.