1st Speaking Test

There was a Speaking Test this morning.


Although I know that I did not do well in the test, at least I tried to talk.


However, I think that i was talking nonsense.


Indeed I forgot all the answers I gave after I came out from the room.There was no any point in my talking.


But then, I still feel relieved now, because there is no need to think of English thing anymore.


The next speaking test will not be in this semester anymore. (say YEAH...)




Let me describe the condition in this morning.


Sinhuey, GuatMin, Wendy, MeiChi and I were the only five 10M12 students who sat for the speaking test today.


Ya, we all were like, very nervous in the morning, especially when GuatMin (who is the 1st one entering the speaking test room) started sitting for the test.


We kept looking at our watches, asking each other and ourselves why she went in for so long time. We were worrying if the questions would be too hard for us. Of course, there was no one answering.




As I was the last one among five students as I state just now, I was a bit impatient, as I have to wait such long. The fear had grown in my heart. The anxiety had planted in my mind. When it was Wendy's turn(who is the third one), I felt much more nervous. So I sang to myself. I forgot what I sang, I just know that I sang out of tone. LOL. Not only this, I kept talking to SinHuey and MeiChi so that I could relieve a bit. I talked about the funny thing that I had done when I took my car driving test. Suddenly, I remembered that I fail that driving test because of I was too relieving myself. Therefore, I stopped talking.





Unexpectedly, one of my friends cried out. She had been just coming out from the examination room. She was stressed, I think, or perhaps this was the way she relieves. We do not know. This actually would make me becoming more nervous, however, as I was so busy being a tissue supplier (so that her tears can be wiped away), I did not feel that much stressed anymore.




The digit in my digital watch changed. Without knowing how many minutes passed, MeiChi went in and went out several minutes later. Now was my turn. I knocked the door and I went in. When I wanted to greet the examiner good morning, she suddenly threw out a question. Being shocked, I answered in broken English. But that was still OK, since the test haven't started. Subsequently, she asked me to sit before I asked for her permission to have a seat. The only thing the came out from my mouth was "Thank you".





Initially, my performance was quite well since the first few questions were easy. However, as the questions went harder and being too long with a stranger(which I fear the most), My performance got worse. The facial expression appearing on the examiner's face did frighten me a lot. The only thing in my mind then was to answer all the questions as fast as possible and then rush out from the room (of course I didn't ).






Finally, the test came to the end. After advising me to do more practice on speaking, she allowed me to leave.


Wah, such a horrible test.

Monotonous study life

I have been in Shah Alam for 3 weeks in 2010...The life over here is quite monotonous.

studying, eating, sleeping, and then repeat again, studying, eating, sleeping...

But sincerely, I have become more hardworking compared to last year.

My roommate also agree with the above statement. And it is good to hear that.

If my parents see this, may be they will think:" since when does my daughter becomes so hardworking? We cant believe that she does studying everyday."

Yes, I did study everyday. However, i still unsure whether I can do well in my coming test. I do not have confidence in myself. Although these 3 weeks we are not very busy, or may be somebody will think that the previous weeks are too free, i still felt very stressed.

I just know I got one or more problems, but I do not know what the question(s) is/are. In addition, there was a problem between me and one of my friend last week, making me more moody and frustrated. And thus, my study always ended up with thinking nonsense.

And now, I am quite sure that one of the thing that get me into trouble is English speaking. There will be a IELTS speaking test or coursework next week for all alm10 students. It is a super hard thing for me because my english speaking is very terrible. I can understand English, but it is hard for me to converse or give idea in English. Therefore, before this, when people chatted in English, I was always very quiet. I used to listen to them only but not giving my own opinion. I dare not to speak in English, and my vocabulary is very limited. I know I should have practiced English frequently, but I just do not know what to say. My mind was like stuck when others request me to speak in English. However, I know I should overcome it as soon as possible and try to pick up courage to speak in English. Ya, I got to.

Before I end my post, I would like to share a interesting thing.

When the word "stressed" is reversed, it becomes "desserts"...

Try our best, friends.