Thanks to God and my friends, expecially OPEN, my dear

Wow, time seems flying

two weeks passed so fast, there is one more week to go before going back to Bekok.

Really look forward to see my dear dear secondary schoolmates.

Okay, let's talk about what i have done last two week.

There was a chemistry topic test in the first week after independence day.

Yes, i did score well for it... but it was not enough.

I cannot forgive myself to do the careless mistakes.

I feel like my eyes were blocked during the test, haiz.

But never mind. it passed already.

It will be better if I put more efforts next time, i think.

For the second week, I always went to library after class,

so that i would not fall asleep when studying alone in room.

I really scared that I would not score well for the next topic test, so i must appreciate even a second.

I know, I should not sleep so frequently, so I tried hard, to sms with people, to chat with people when I was studying.

Friends, may be I did disturb you, I apologize here, and also thank to those who sms with me. sincerely.

The most terrible things I faced for the last week was...

my pendrive was spoiled. There were so many important things inside it: IELTS slide shows file, Ethics assignments, so on.

I needed to redo all of these works again.

That was all of sudden. I really want to cry. 

but I know, I have to be strong. I would not let my tears rolling down from my eyes. 

So, I pretended, pretended to be strong, pretended that I don not mind on redoing those works at all.

People always said girls have the right to cry, but may be I am lacking of female hormones.

I found myself hard to cry. It was a little bit tension when you cannot cry to release your intangible burdens.

However, thanks to all of my friends: Dina, Siao Ting, Cedric (and may be also others that i haven mentioned here) who always be with me.

I appreciate all of you very much, sincerely.

Of course, beside this, sins also make me stressed. 

I don't know. sometimes I would talk about others' bad. yup, i love gossiping.

I felt guilty after I did so. So I pray again and again to ask for His forgiveness.

I know, He will definitely forgive me as long as I am going to change my this attitude.

I always prayed and said that I would not do this again, I would not do that again,

but still, I redid those sins that I dislike!!! Okay, now, i am going to change myself bit by bit.

Please inform me if you find me doing a mistake. Thanks.

The most wonderful matter for these past two weeks was going to Campus Alive.

I love it so much. I felt comfortable every time i went there.

There, I would forget all my troubles,I don't know, may be God was guiding me. 

I love the worship time most. 

It was great when you saw people on stage trying their best to perform the best worship for God.

It was great when you saw people around you enjoying in the melodies although some of them are non-christians.

It was greater when you saw a non-christian trying to learn a church song and sing with us. 

So, the thing that we all cannot deny is, Father Lord is always with us, Holy Spirit is always with us, Jesus Christ is always with us.

I was so touched, so excited at that time .

I seldom pray when I worship. Normally I would only pray after worship, but...

I really longed to have a conversation with God at that time, so I prayed,

to thank Him, to ask for His grace so that we all can be encountered by Him.

Before I listened to the talk during last CA, 

I hated politics very much. I think that it is dirty and what...selfish...

so I was never interested in politic talk, or a talk by a politician. 

However, i don't know why, I was so concentrate when she gave her talk, didnt feel boring at all.

yup, our countries development depends on us generation.

our countries will disrupt if we generation don't put an effort.

and the words most influencing me is

"you are not a chinese, you are not a malay, you are not an Indian, you are not a Iban, you are not a whatever, you are a malaysian."

Yes, All of us are Malaysians, all of us belong to Malaysia. Malaysia belongs to all of us.

so, we must unite. Sure, we must unite!!! for one Malaysia.

let's make a better change for Malaysia.

Before that, let's shout "I love Malaysia" for 3 times like what Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted "Merdeka" out for 3 times!!!

Besides that, I wanna mention here that it was so sweet when my dear "OPEN" said she wanna steal all of my unhappy memories so that i am always be happy.

Really thank you, OPEN.