Hello，篮球

好久没有像今天这样打球了。

以前刚刚开始打篮球时，那时候篮球场还没有雨盖，所以要早早五点半就起身，打到十点这样太阳公公就出来照耀大地了，我们才甘愿停下去吃早餐。

几年前篮球场装雨盖了，大家都变得很懒惰，从早上五点半拖到早上十点，最后下午三点多才会看见大伙儿聚集在篮球场。

然后到最后，课业渐渐繁重，考试接着而来，我也就很少到球场去了。

这两天很反常，我早上九点多就起身，为的就是到篮球场时还看见那些热血男孩，可以和他们打的痛快！今天一去到球场，看到大家已经开始在打球了，有一点后悔自己那么迟才到。没办法，只好坐在一旁等他们把这一场球打完，心想20分的球赛不会久到哪里去。

哪里知道这些人都是“疯子”，他们的一场球竟然是100分一场。要有其中一队得到100分，球赛才算是结束，间中没有休息。看到他们气喘呼呼地在篮球场上奔跑、带球、上篮、抢篮板，我知道我身体里的热血正在沸腾着。不知等了多久，终于分出了胜负。

趁着他们休息，我马上到球场去投了几粒球。哪里知道，他们休息的时间不多。接下来有个学弟建议再多打一场。但是由于有我的加入，所以大家都不知道如何分队。但是这个问题很快就解决。我的那一队有四个人，另一队则只有三个人。这一打就是要打100分，虽然打到50分时有一段休息时间，但真的是累到不行。我不知道我当时是怎么挨下来的，其实真的是累到不行了，但是还是逞强要打完这一场球赛。尽管射进了好多三分球，也上篮进了好多球，我的队友们也很努力抢篮板、上篮、投球，但是最后对方还是以101分对80多分，赢了我们。

现在的我已经回到家中，手臂是酸痛到不行。把时间、把精力花在篮球上，我没有怨言，因为那是我喜爱的运动。虽然现在还在埋怨身体的酸痛，但是我知道，这一切是值得的。只是，唉，我真的是太久没有运动了，才会这样酸痛到不行。接下来还有几天的假期，我一定还要天天打篮球！

今天的球赛，也让我看见一位学弟的球技进步神速，不禁感叹时间真的是趁我们不注意时就这样溜走了。六年前还是小学生的这位学弟，当时比我矮，三分也和我不相上下；现在的他中五毕业，竟然已经代表昔加末县参加柔佛州篮球队，十粒三分球里面，没有进9粒也有8粒，篮底则是命中率99.99%，速度、防守都不是盖的强。是我懒惰练球，还是基因输给了他？没关系吧，现在以他为荣就是了。

还有就是一些之前在中学都没有聊过天的朋友，甚至见到面也没有点头说嗨的那些朋友，就因为今天的篮球，我与他们结识，一起打球、一起奋斗、一起疯、一起笑~

篮球~多么美妙~

Two is better than one

Wow, i was so amazed by this verse to be found in the Bible.
Come, please turn to Ecclesiastes 4: 9-11 with me.

4:9 Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work;

4:10 If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the mann who falls down (the lonely man mentioned in verse 8) and had no one to help him up!

4:11 Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?


The Bible says that two is better than one because of some reason:

1. Good return - when you work in pair, (a) there are more ideas, and (b) more loads can be done in a shorter time. (c) One more thing is that your friend can cover your weaknesses by his or her good points and so the result of your work can be improved. No wonder bible says that there will be a good and better return.

2. Help - (a) If one fall down, your friend may help you up. But who will help you up when you fall down in your study or your bussiness and you are not strong enough to cope with an obstacle? You guys can help each other when you are working together.

3. Warm - Here, the bible says that if two lie down together, they will keep warm. Here I have a story to share, can you read the next paragraph before you continue reading the following sentences? Yea, do you want to be Mr. A or Mr. B? Besides this example, your friend will (b) comfort you when you are down, (c) encourage you when you are depressed, (d) rejoice with you when you are happy. If you are alone, who is gonna pull you up when you fall into the well of depression?

Small Story:

There are two people (mr. A and mr. B)walking in the snow. It is so cold that even their teeth are trembling. But they keep walking. Not far away, they see a young man lying on the snow, looks like going to die.

Mr. A: Hey, let's help him. Do you think we should take turn to carry him on back to the shelter?

Mr. B: No, we are so cold already, do you think you still have that energy to carry him? We can reach the shelter in 15 minutes if we do not carry him. But our journey may be prolonged if you are going to help him. And, I don't think we can live to stay in snow for any extra second. If you are going to do so, I do not agree and I am not going to wait for you. So, may I leave first?

So, Mr. B leaves Mr. A with the young man. However, Mr. A still insists to carry the young man. Of course Mr. A is slower than Mr. B.

Ten minutes later, Mr. A see a guy lying on the snow ground again. He is wondering how to carry two guys by himself. When he goes near and see, oh, he is Mr. B who lying down on the ground and he is found dead.

Mr. A simply pray for the dead Mr. B and continue his journey carrying the young guy.

In the end, both Mr. A and the young guy survive as they are warm when there is body contact when the young guy being carried by Mr. A.

This is what I think of when I read the verse. So, please return to the sentences where you skipped just now.

So, this is what I want to share. How do you find it? Or do you have any opinion toward the verses?

Financing based on Bible

1. Tithing

Malachi 3:10

Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house, and test me now in this,” says Yahweh of Armies, “if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough for.

It is very easy to tithe when we have much income. However, when our salary is few, we always take this as an excuse to refuse tithing. Tithing is a must, no matter how the circumstances we are undergoing, we have to give tithe. We always worry that if our money is not enough to survive ourselves. But, God has given us His word. He asks us to tithe, and test if He will bless us with abundant. If we honor God, God will also honor us. If you give more, you will accept more. If you are worrying if your money is not enough after tithing, why don’t you tithe and see whether your money is enough in the end of the month?

2. Offering

Mark 12:43 ~44

He called his disciples to himself, and said to them, “Most certainly I tell you, this poor widow gave more than all those who are giving into the treasury,
for they all gave out of their abundance, but she, out of her poverty, gave all that she had to live on.”

All things that we possess now are granted from God, including clothes, property and money. God is our Lord, and we are His managers in this world. What we have to do is only taking care of the things that granted from God, but not claim those things as our possession. So, why don’t we offer whatever we have to help others who need our help?

3. Do not Greedy

1 Timothy 6:10

For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows.

We have to avoid ourselves from being greedy. For instance, we have to prevent ourselves from gaining money by cheating, robbing, stealing as well as gambling. Instead, we should earn money in proper ways without breaking the law.


4. Contentedness

Philippians 4:10~11

But I rejoice in the Lord greatly, that now at length you have revived your thought for me; in which you did indeed take thought, but you lacked opportunity.

Not that I speak in respect to lack, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it.

Only when we are content, we are able to thank God for His Grace. Only with contentedness, we can rejoice in Lord. A contented mind is a perpetual feast. Only when we are content, we can avoid ourselves from being greedy! We can still be happy although we are poor if we are content with our life, but we will never be happy although we are rich if we never content. Content is better than riches.

The testimony of a sinner

1 Timothy, 1: 12~14

I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me faithful, appointing me to his service.

Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent men, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief.

The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Jesus Christ.

Forgiveness and Thanksgiving

Paul was a person that always persecuted and humiliated Christian before he accepts Jesus. Why did he do so? He is loyal to God, and he didn't think that Jesus is Messiah. He thought Jesus is only a fake prophet. He was proud who thought that he really understands Father God. So, he didn't believe that Jesus comes from Father God. And he thought that the Christian have betrayed God. Therefore, he went to the high priest and asked him for letters so that he might take Christian as prisoners to Jerusalem. He did commit so much sin to persecute Christians.

But then, God still chose him as His apostle. God showed to him in his journey to Damascus in the form of light. At that moment, Paul knew that the light is from God. He just confused that why the God pointed to him and said, "Why do you persecute me?". (Because at that time, he did not know Jesus come from God. ) So, Paul asked, "Who are you?". He must be surprised when the God told him that He is Jesus.

It was irony. Paul thought he is so godly and so he persecuted those people whom he think they have betrayed God, but finally he found out that the one whom he used to persecute is actually his God! Paul must be regret. Perhaps his heart was bleeding when he knew the truth.

However, he was shown mercy. God have forgiven him and Paul does appreciate God's forgiveness very much. He thanks God very much. He used the rest of his life to evangelize. He did not stop even though he was taken as a prisoner. He dedicated himself to Jesus once he knows that Jesus comes from Father God. Why? This is because he really appreciates the awesome grace from God. All things that we possess come from God. Today, we are Christians, because God have chosen us to receive this invaluable gift...Ya, Knowing Jesus is the gift.

In conclusion, there are some questions for you.

1. Are you loyal to God?

2. Are you a sinner?

3. Do you thank God for everything you possess now? (your life, your time, your family, your job...so on)

4. Are you willing to change your bad habits, so that you might have a good testimony as well?

5. Did you ask for forgiveness when you realize that you have done a mistake?

6. What will you do after asking for forgiveness? Avoid yourself from committing the mistake again, or just do nothing and easily fall into Satan's trap again?

长气篇（更新版）

多7天，7天而已，就是A level的预考了。可能你很好奇为什么我没有在温书，反而跑来这里blogging，好像是在浪费时间。对，我也承认这是在浪费时间，但是我觉得我心里有好多话要说，我想把这些好的，不好的都吐出来，这样心情应该会好一点，读书也比较容易入脑！不吐不快嘛！这一篇，我有好多话想说，从亲情、友情到学业、灵命，我都要一一地说。如果你嫌这篇文章太长，我希望你把它分成几个部分，用几天去看完它，我珍惜你们，我的读者。

亲情篇

那天和一位朋友谈了谈家庭。他告诉了我他的家庭，为了公平起见，我也得告诉他我的家庭。从来就没有和别人谈论过我的家庭，刚开始说时，真的不知道要说什么，但是说着说着，眼泪竟然流了下来。我知道，虽然家家真的有本难念的经，但是我的心还是与家人连系着。无论我到了哪里，我第一个想到的，还是我的家人。

我老爸非常疼爱我。有时候，我会拿哥哥和弟弟来比较。怎么比，我都觉得我是爸爸掌上最呵护的那颗明珠。也许你觉得我自恋，有时候我也会这样说。家人当中，最让我心疼的也是爸爸。爸爸虽然是华人，但是他很黝黑，原因是工作在烈日下。其实他可以坐在办公室的，你有听过一个监工特地一直去巡场的吗？有时候做工回来还会这里伤那里伤，都不知道他是去做工还是去打架。(=.=) 做工回来，并不表示他的工作已经结束，他还要到花厂（以前是花厂，现在反倒觉得是农场）喂鸡喂鸭喂狗，还要看这棵树长得怎么了，那棵高了点，这棵果实多了点。老爸的钱，都用在我们这三个小伙子和妈妈的身上，自己很少花费，爸呀，你赚得这样辛苦干嘛就不花在自己身上呢？偶尔也要宠宠自己呀~曾经，妈妈唠叨我，说我再不改改自己的臭脾气，以后嫁不出去。爸爸听到了，忙说：“没有关系，你家不出去，就来陪爸爸。”超级谢谢爸爸的体贴~还有就是，自从我把自己的梦告诉家人后，一直遭到反对和怀疑。我相信爸爸也是很担心我，但是他还是对我许下承诺，答应要在经济上支持我。

我老妈是家庭主妇吧！他喜欢管我们三兄妹，当然爸爸也在他的管辖范围以内。可能是做家庭主妇太闲了吧？但是我知道，这时因为他在乎我们，希望我们过的好，做对的选择。妈妈的性格是爱在心里口难开，对我们都是批评多过赞美，我又是听不进批评的人，所以家里时常有我们的吵架声。但是出来求学后，有时我竟然会怀念他唠叨的声音，你说我是不是有被虐倾向？我不喜欢我老妈把我拿去跟别人比较，因为他只会比较我差的那一面（懒惰、坏脾气、固执、任性），但是从来不会提起我好的那一面，比如说“偶尔”帮他做家务，帮他“监督”我老弟之类的。算了，谁叫全世界的妈妈都是希望自己的孩子能被自己训练得完美无瑕。（虽然说就算我们不完美，他还是最疼爱我们）那天听到我所说的梦想后，妈妈立刻反对，没有给我解释的机会，就算我怎么尝试，他都说不。那天，我们吵架了，但是母女哪里有隔夜仇的，我们现在的关系反而比之前更好，之间也多了体谅与关怀。昨天我又向他提起我的那个梦想，他耐心地听，我们都控制我们自己的情绪，谁也不想伤害谁。最后，我的梦想终于得到他的接纳了，这让我很开心，虽然这梦想还没有落实，但是这何尝不是一个好的开始？对于我的叛逆，虽然没有妈妈的全力支持，但是至少得到了他的体谅，感恩~

我老哥吧，是个超级会享受的人。自从出去做工后，高度是没有长啦，但是却向横发展了好多。我有时候会唠叨念一两句，担心我的未来嫂子嫌他胖，但是他总会对我说：“那你自己也不是肥，你也去减。”我不喜欢这一句，所以经常被搞到无言。在他心里，我的地位可以算是第二吧，因为爸爸妈妈弟弟和他的女朋友都是第一。有时候对老哥好一点，他会得寸进尺。有时候对他不好，我又自己过意不去。他生日时我打算送他一份大礼，他竟然说：“你几时变得那么好的？”天呀！难道我之前都不好吗！

老弟吗？我觉得他太被宠爱了。要电脑就有电脑，要手机就有手机，虽然说手机是我买给他的，但是这未免也太不劳而获了吧！做老幺果然比较好。他老是说：“妈，如果我考十名以内，就要这个就要那个！”天呀，这时代真的变了，想当初我说：“妈，如果我考第一名，我就要这个”，老妈都会当耳边风。这叫做重男轻女吗？其实让我最担心的也是弟弟，因为他好像笨笨那样，很容易被朋友欺负。但是果然是我多虑了，薛家的孩子怎么会被人欺负却又不吭声呢？昨天，为了我的梦想，信息给弟弟，向他借钱。没有想到，弟弟什么也没有为，就答应把他银行里的所有储蓄借给我，看到那封他寄来的信息，其实是有感动到的~

还有就是我的表姐。我和我的表姐经常吵架，原因是我看不顺眼他的态度，他看不顺眼我的霸道。但是我们吵架是很表面的，绝对不留隔夜仇。有时候会吵到双方落泪，有时候会吵到乱骂不好听的话，但是几天之后，我们还是会和好如初。双方似乎很有默契，都不会提起吵架的导火线。我知道，随着年龄的增长，我们都学会了体谅和忍耐。当然，也要谢谢阿爸天父在我们身上的造化。前几天，我实在是好压力，信息给表姐。表姐二话不说，马上回复给我，信息里都是鼓励我的话语，还有一些阿爸天父的安慰。谢谢，如果没有你的那几封信息，我不知道能不能挨到今天。如果没有有你的那几封信息，也许我每天还在落泪哭泣。如果没有你的那几封信息，我也不可能在学业上那么有动力。感谢~


再来就是我的表妹。这个表妹在中学时和我同班。之前我们的感情也是不大好。加上我这任性与霸道的性格，真的不是很容易相处。但是感谢表妹的忍耐，每当我发脾气时，他都会选择不要与我硬碰硬，他会选择默默忍受。每一次对他发脾气后，我都会感到很内疚，但是有没有勇气去道歉。有句话说得很对，对女生来说，“我爱你”不是最难说出口的，最难的是“对不起”。所以每每内疚后，我都会对表妹好一些。昨天我也是信息给表妹，向他借钱去实现我的梦想。表妹不仅答应借我一大笔的钱，还说要赞助我一些。我很感动。我真的很感恩有你们~

全家人都被我说完了，其实我还想说说我的伯父伯母叔叔婶婶舅父舅母姑丈姑姑姨丈姨妈堂表兄弟姐妹，但是我婆婆就生了十一个子女，每一个子女都有个伴侣，每个伴侣都有至少两个孩子，有的甚至还有孙子了，要我说到哪年哪月哪一天呢？

友情篇

这一篇可能会乏味一点。我就用老土一点的格言来开头吧！在家靠父母，出外靠朋友。这句话，真的是真的。我的朋友虽然多的很，每天出街都会对别人笑笑点头打个招呼，但是真正知心谈心的，真的是用十只手指都数得完。

对于友情，我很珍惜，但是却又胆怯。有时候，就是我把朋友看得太重了，他的一点点背叛，都搞得我天崩地裂。虽然我很健忘，可以很快忘记别人对我的不好，但是很矛盾的，我也很记仇，那个朋友在哪一年背叛我，我清楚地记得，但是我不会明说，我觉得虽然好朋友做不成了，至少不要变成敌人。我不喜欢有瑕疵的友情，那会让我很难过。

也因为曾经被朋友背叛，我不再为朋友掏心掏肺。以前的我，可以为了一个朋友的一句话，不分青红皂白地敌对他的敌人；也可以因为朋友的一句话，把自己陷进超级麻烦的争吵中。对于那些对我不好的朋友，没关系，我还是会尝试对你们好的。这样想起来，我不知道我是幼稚还是纯真，但是我还蛮喜欢之前的那一个我，至少活的轰轰烈烈。

但是，有一些朋友对我来说，还是很重要的。有蓝颜也有红颜。对于一些人来说，也许一个女生跟几个男生太好，对他的名誉并不好。但是，我干嘛去管别人说什么呢？重要的是，这些朋友真心对我，我也诚心带他们。曾经，有个人问我：“你去到每一个地方，都会有朋友吗？”我的答案是：“当然不是啦，我那么antisocial。”但是现在想起来，在每一个我呆过几天的地方，我都会结识到一些朋友，有些更是生死之交。

比如说，在家乡，我有open这个最好的朋友。当然还有一下这张照片里的全部人。当然有一些朋友没有在这些照片里面，比如说骏帆。但是，没有在照片里面，不代表他们不是我的好朋友。没有被我列出来的，也不代表我已经忘记了，只是我懒惰写~当然，还要谢谢在新加坡曾经陪伴我，帮助我，听我抱怨的同事和朋友：能飞、建武、阿爸、阿旺、Vivian等等。

无论如何，我要谢谢曾经帮助过我的朋友，无论是在学业上，还是玩乐中，谢谢有你们的陪伴，也要谢谢你们带给我的每一个快乐回忆。我珍惜。我一直烦你们，请不要觉得奇怪，我只是希望有你陪在我身边。我不是很容易向人诉说心事的人，但是如果有哪一天，我对你们诉说了，那是因为我相信你了。对我而言，诉说心事不只是在打赌你的可信度，也是在打赌我的友情。

学业篇

活了二十年，求学时间就占了十六年。我一向来都不喜欢求学，讨厌对着课本，坐在书桌前聚精会神。也许你觉得我身在福中不知福，但是这的确不是我向往的。但是中学时期，我很少逃学，你会觉得很奇怪，为什么一个不喜欢读书的孩子不喜欢逃学？我告诉你吧！那是因为我喜欢与同学们共同努力去实现一个目标，喜欢同学们老师们那单纯的师生情，喜欢同学们一起玩一起闹一起疯狂。重点是“一起”。

所以中五毕业后与朋友分道扬镳，我真的有一百个，一千个，一万个不舍。心里想说：不如我不要念书了。结果被老妈骂得没完没了。最后我现在在现在这所学院就读。但是我是独自一个人到这里，当时的心情真的很害怕。来到这里，让我拥有的第一个感觉是“厌恶”，因为这里的同学不喜欢一起奋斗，他们喜欢钻进角落一个人啃书，但是幸好，不是全部的学生都是这样。

有时候，就像是现在，我会突然间想起以前和朋友读书读到一半突然唱歌；读书读到一半跑到教会去弹吉他打鼓；读书读到一半驾了摩多车就在街上兜了两个小时。我好怀念以前中学的时光，因为当时的学业，没有竞争，只有共同进步！

我对自己说：“在新的坏境里，我一定还可以找到这样的学习环境！”

这几天，我都往study room跑。第一天来study room，其实是想走出伤心的阴霾。有朋友在身边，我比较不会乱乱想。有第一天，就有第二天，结果这星期里，我们这几个吵死人的家伙就开始在study room一边复习，一边“野餐”。当然也少不了睡觉。突然觉得，我真的放松了。我喜欢这种感觉，面对即将来临的考试，我是用开心的心态去面对的，而不是天天怨天尤人。生命，是用来享受的，不是用来记录悲伤记忆的。

跟朋友一起复习，好处就是在于有吃的东西吃，我们可以一起分享。如果在宿舍里，我吃我自己的，室友吃他自己的，房友吃他自己的，三个人住在同一个屋檐下，可以却好像陌生人那样，有时候我在想，是不是自己太霸道，期望别人照着我的生活方式去生存。现在来到了study room，心情真的开朗了好多。有咖啡，大家一起喝；有巧克力，大家一起甜；有饼干，大家一起吃。最重要的是，有笑话，我们一起笑；有难题，我们一起solve。的确是很好~今天，我真的过的很好。


对了，还有就是关于学业成绩的。前几天，STPM成绩放榜了。我的几个朋友都拿到好成绩。那个最爱哭的那个，虽然在考试时哭个不停，但是还是考到了很棒的成绩。那个每天都在玩了睡觉的表妹，虽然在考试时继续睡觉晚了，但是也还是考到了不错的成绩。表妹刚才打来，说道：“爱哭包都拿到那么好的成绩，你一定要更好，拿全A吧！”如果是以前的我，肯定会说：“哎哟，sub sub 水啦”，但是现在的我确实没有勇气这样说。这是信心加能力的问题，我暂时克服不了。但是我一定会加油的！

灵命篇

主的话语，是我们的精神粮食。这句话真的很对。但是我时常很固执，伤心失落的时候，有烦恼的时候，我都不喜欢读经。我不知道为什么自己性格那么奇怪，但是我已经慢慢在改变这个坏习惯了。每一天，至少都会读一小段经文。有时候，我觉得很奇妙，虽然圣经是在2000年前左右写的，但是里面的一言一语，好像和我的生活很相似。

虽然我没有保罗的热心，没有约伯的耐心，没有亚伯拉罕的信心，但是我有一颗敬祷告的心。有时候遇到困难的时候，抱怨一定会有的，但是感谢主，他时常提醒我要敬畏祂，在遇见困难时寻求祂。有时候一直看不开的事情，就这样突然间茅舍顿开。有时候一件让我很伤心的事情，就突然忘怀。主的作为真的很奇妙。我知道，不是痛苦减弱了，而是依靠上帝的大能，我变强了，更加能负荷生命的重量了。

当然，我承认我自己不够虔诚。有时候的我，会懒惰到教会崇拜，心想在家里崇拜，不是一样吗？告诉你，那是不一样的。就像今天，我去了朋友的教会，本来还是充满压力的我，就莫名其妙地开朗了，真的很奇妙。一定是上帝借助牧师的口、弟兄姐妹的相亲相爱滋润了我的心灵。

其实，主一直都在看顾着我，因为我是他的孩子。不是主仆的关系，是父女的关系、是朋友的关系、是师生的关系，那是很亲密的关系，可以无话不说，潇潇洒洒在祂面前做回我自己！前几天去团契的时候，牧师才说，做你自己，那就是最好的。不要管别人怎么说，最重要的是耶稣怎么说，你自己怎么说。只要对得起耶稣，对得起世人，有什么我还害怕的？Beautiful = beYOUtiful。

谢谢主的大能，谢谢主的呵护，谢谢主的眷念，谢谢主的倾听，谢谢主的安慰，谢谢主的拣选，谢谢主的差遣，谢谢主的力量。。。

你是我的磐石，你是我的山寨，我心渴慕你。

Flood, Pray for us~~~水灾，为我们祈祷吧~~~

I wanted to do biology report, but end up I can’t resist the “attraction” of facebook.

After I’ve signed in, I saw many of my friends post their status related to the weather. Some even have uploaded some pictures and videos to get us updated.

Many towns have started to be flooding already. In segamat, Labis, Tenang, Chaah, Bekok, water level keeps rising, yet the rain has no sign to stop.

Everyone is begging the heaven not to rain anymore, yea, me too. It has been 5 years already since the last time flood invaded my village. I can’t believe that it happens again 5 years later, and what is worse is that, there are only 3 days to go before Chinese New Year. When will heaven stop raining? When will the water level goes down? I don’t want this Chinese New Year to be a miserable one. T.T

The ways to Bekok are not available now. Now i can still say "Luckily", luckily the water level is not so high that cars can still drive by. But I don't know this "luckily" can last until when.
How is my big brother going to get back home? How are my relatives able to come back for annual gathering? How are we going to celebrate this coming Chinese New Year in this weather under this mood?

Please stop raining, please.

I tell myself: “pray~~~ God is listening!”

本来想上网做生物报告，但是还是受不住面子书的诱惑。

登入以后，看到的都是关于附近城镇与本乡的天气报告，更有些远在他想的学子为大家上传的水灾照片与短片。

昔加末，丁能，拉美士，三合港，永平，彼咯已经开始被水灾侵袭。雨下不停，水位也涨个不停，搞得人心惶惶。现在，灾民当然是在忙碌地“救济”家中的电器和重要物件。我们这些不是灾民的，当然是在担心自己的亲人能在大年初一赶回来。

五年了，上一次是在2006年12月。没想到五年以后，老天会再次大发雷霆，下雨下的一发不可收拾。比上一次糟糕的是，现在距离新年只剩下三天。三天呀，现在雨下不停，水位要几时才会退呢？灾民在大年初一前又有多少时间清理自己的家园？

不管是南下还是北上，彼咯就好像成了一个孤立的小岛，两条能到彼咯的道路，已经被水淹没。我现在还能说“幸好”，“幸好”水位还不是很高，汽车还可以通过。但是，我不知道这个“幸好”可以维持多久。

在外做工的老哥要怎么回家？

在外生活的亲戚要怎么团圆？

求求老天，别下雨了，好不好？

我告诉自己：祈祷吧！天父必定看顾！

密码游戏

‎sometimes, you are a very manja girl who would plead others to give you the things that you want. honestly i did not know your personal life well before we hang out more often, but it was fun and exciting at the same time when i get to be a part of your life. haha! sometimes when we speak in a language you did not understand well, its so funny to see you misinterpret it.. kinda bodoh at times.. :D

~Howard~

JiaJia: I plead something from you? it was fun to see you being bodoh as well...haha. and welcome to be a part of my life! 

第一次见到你，你再问别人你的眉毛美吗，因为是你自己修的-_-!你的性格很开朗，很豪爽，虽然老实说开头我常不知你在说什么，有点对不到线，但后来发现其实你是好人；）加油加油，飞去Scotland^^

~LeeShang~

佳佳：我哪有自己修眉啊？=。=我的话，有那么难懂吗？

U are a demanding girl who always bully me most of time.. asking me to write a longer one for yourself.. btw, i am going to write as long as i can.. You are an ambitious girl who has many dreams-wanna to open your own book store.. All emotions can be read on your face,but you have unpredictable mind.. i am wondering what is in your mind.. talented chinese writer- always have a lot of ideas and thoughts to write.. waiting for your next master piece.. Sometimes you like to recall in your past.. missing your old moments.. Anyway, nice to have you as my friend.. God bless you..

我觉得你是一位很有性格的女生！敢怒敢言，情感丰富，猜不透脑海里的思想，注重义气的好朋友，有梦想！在新的一年里，加油努力向前冲，累了就歇息一会儿。God bless. :)

~Andrew~

佳佳：我哪有欺负你？明明就没有~哈哈。也谢谢有你这个朋友听我说心事~哈哈。

u r quite a funny person lo..and u got ur own thinking and dare to express it out when u think it is needed..i 欣赏 you this characteristic..hope u keep it and i think it wil sure help u a lot in the future..hehe..hope we can stay as good classmate,coursemate until nx time...fight for our future together ya!!!!!!:) go go go!!!!:D

~June Hui En~

佳佳：可爱的啊恩~谢谢你欣赏我，其实我不知道我被你“欣赏”了那么久。。。哇哈哈。

‎hahaha......i like u..seriously....i admire the way u play.....hahaha....n u r sooo talkative....u look so cute when calling my name..wawaaaaaa....hahaha.....n u give me spport in stdy..dont 4get me ya......we play again b4 exam if got time...friend 4eva...

~Wawa Najwa~

JiaJia: am i sooo talkative? =.= basketball girl, go go go!

‎We used to not talk AT ALL for like 1 entire semester? (: And I am glad that we went for the camp together? (: We had a lot of fun and got to know each other better eh?! (: Thank you for the tons of pictures we took together there! (: I thank you for being a "church-companion" as well! (: Wish you all the best and! GOD BLESS! (:

~Michelle Ho~

JiaJia: haha, thx God for bringing us together..all the best to you as well...hohoho

2011年的第一封“红包”

人家说，笨蛋是不会生病的，

我很开心，因为从星期天开始，已经证实了我不是笨蛋！

开心归开心，如果我有选择的能力，我宁愿自己是笨蛋，也不要生病。

星期天从教会回来，就一直咳嗽个不停。感觉有痰在喉咙，但是死命咳都咳不出来，好难受。我承认自己有一点犯贱，自己明明就累个半命，额头还有一点点高温，但是我就是死都不睡觉，这个就是“面子书”的恐怖。结果，病情好像严重了“少许”。

晚上睡觉的时候，是我最“拍色”的时刻。躺在睡床上，本来是打算比室友早睡的，哪里知道不听话的喉咙在跟我抗议，一直咳个不停。室友平时是很早就与周公约会的，但是那一天晚上，他很迟才睡，也许是被我的咳嗽声吵得睡不着吧！还不只这样，由于我“发冷”，穿了一间超厚的冷衣，再披上被单后还是冷到不行，只好厚着脸皮把风扇调小。

生病了两天，我还是不肯去看医生。不是我不肯，是因为这里的医生都很会“赚钱”，（我怀疑他们读医科的时候是不是也读了金融经济会计！），他们都会给病人很多药，然后我们这群病人都会露出怀疑的眼神，不知道应该吃哪一种药，不应该吃哪一种药。另外一个就是，我住五楼也，然后诊所又那么远，会累死的勒！（好，我原谅你说我懒惰。。。）

结果，室友昨天就问：“你不去看医生啊？”想了好久好久，碰巧朋友约我去吃晚餐，又碰巧同学那么有空要陪我去看医生，结果我就去了。医生说，有一些药，只是“bila perlu”的药，不一定要吃。我没有专心在听，只是一直点头。最后，在柜台拿药的时候，才知道医生给了我“六”种药。把“bila perlu”的要删除去，我最后只喝了咳嗽药水。=.=

Buddies!!!!!!

In these semesters in INTEC, I am so glad that I know many sisters and brothers in Christ. Yea, somebody may ask why I suddenly write in English. Actually I didn’t want to and hoped you people to go google translate by yourselves, but I know some of you would be super lazy to do so. Thus, I just write in English lah. If I got some grammatical or vocabularies mistakes, please don’t laugh at me loh~

Rachel

The sweet girl who always makes me “sweating” by her lame jokes. Thank you for listen to me so patiently. I know my English is so poor, and sometimes I even speak mandarin to you which you may not understand. Thank you.

Last semester, when so many juniors flushed in to our college, I am really scared as I have “English-speaking phobia”, you know this. What’s more was that I don’t really talk to strangers yet really scared of being alone when waiting for the van to church or in Homes. Thank you that you have approached me and talked to me. Or else, I do not know if I would be going to church every week or not.

Another thing is that, thank you for giving me Actsperience 3.0 as my birthday gift. You know lah, I will never spend my money on that. Lol. Still got a lot of things to thank you, but I can’t really remember all the things now.

Michelle

During the first semester, we had never talked to each other although we were in the same group during MMS, except for when you asked me something about MMS group once. And I know the impression I gave you was quite bad.

Thanks Lord that He has given us a time to know each other during second semester, during the ACTS camp. Just want to tell you, actually you are the one who “triggered” me to speak English. Before that, I really do not like to speak English. Same as Rachel, thank you for listening to me so patiently when I speak in English.

Sometimes I feel very lucky to be a such a good friend of you, because I know that you seldom talk to strangers (same with me, but your problem is more serious than mine.), yet you talked to me when we didn’t know each other. And now, we are good friends!

Eileen

You are such a courageous girl. First of all, I just want to say that, you are totally different from me, because you can make friends super quick and even had fun with somebody that you don’t really know. Sometimes I hope that you will give bit courage of yours to me. (Dreaming.)

And what’s more? You serve Lord so rajin until I almost feel guilty when I see you serving in Acts Church. Besides that, you are so self-dependent. You are never fear of going to church alone or in whatever situation. Thank you for being my model to learn from you and never lose my faith in Lord.

Cedric

An uncle who doesn’t know to speak Mandarin yet we still can have conversation with each other and never lose in contact after you fly to US. Yes, thank you for willing to be my English teacher and my biology report editor especially during my first semester in INTEC. 

The craziest thing I have done with you together was that we went for devotion in McDonald super early in the morning, before everybody went to college. Yes, that was random and funny, and the craziest thing I have done in INTEC.

Another thing is that, thank you for sending post card and Christmas card to me far far away from US. Although I don’t really like the pictures of these cards (kidding lah), I promise I will still appreciate them. (Send more to me lah.)

Last but not least, you were the one who has always supported me when I was lost in God’s path. You were the one who tell me patiently to have faith in Him, and never feel scared or anxious when I am alone as God is with me, all the time. Thank you for reminding me to have faith in Him.

Yes, you are a good senior, and I am going to be like you, be a good senior as well, may be better one!

Let’s be friends forever no matter where we are! And, don’t ever forget me when we separate for our life journey in the future.

God bless!

爱哭包

小时候睡醒看见妈妈不在，我第一个举动就是大哭一场。然后吵得邻居前来探问究竟，也许他们听我哭得那么凄惨，认为我被父母虐待吧！自己其实超级害怕孤单，我在想是不是因为小时候的阴影。

然后上幼稚园的时候，妈妈忘记来接我回家。其实教会离家里是超级无敌近，但是我真的承认我自己是个路痴，我真的不记得要怎样回，然后就坐在那里哭，哭到妈妈来为止。哭的时候，还有一个傻子一直上前来干扰我，那个笨蛋带课老师还以为那傻子是我的家人，就不拉走他，害我哭得更大声。也许是因为这样。之后我再也不敢再别人面前哭了。

上小学的时候，觉得学校根本没有朋友，因为幼稚园的朋友搞集团排斥我，实际情形好像是我向妈妈撒娇时被朋友看到。无聊勒，我撒娇得罪你们吗？然后我就不想上学，那时候才一年级。妈妈强逼我去上学，我哭给他看，妈妈更绝，直接请我吃早餐——果条。然后就红着眼睛，硬着头皮上学去。之后学乖了，知道哭这招对付不了妈妈。

上中一时，再次被朋友排斥，原因是被朋友喜欢的男生暗恋上了。拜托，那不是我要的好不好，我也是受害者勒！而且，我哪里知道他暗恋我啊？此时开始变得再也不相信别人，又不知道要向谁诉苦，好难受。然后再加上交上了一些不爱读书的朋友，慢慢变得更加撒野，每天晚上跑出去玩，家里有什么聚会，也很少看到我的踪影。哭？不可能，它不存在于我的字典。

不知道几时开始，渐渐回归正路，也许是叛逆期过了。也认识了一大堆真正的朋友。开始慢慢相信他们。虽然还有一层保护罩，但是与他们过的很开心。就觉得很幸福，因为有朋友的呵护与疼爱。不过，有时候看见朋友在我的面前哭，我会十分羡慕，因为我不知道，到底有谁会不嫌弃我的眼泪？到底有谁在乎我的眼泪？

现在在学院了。本来对我一点威胁都没有的学习，开始慢慢对我下了战帖。不是我没有努力，而是我真的进不到脑，我不习惯这样的学习方式。一打开书，就想回家，就想起朋友。会偷偷落泪，但是从来不让别人看到，很压抑。不想然父母担心，不想让亲戚看不起，不想让朋友同情，保护罩顿时变成了金钟罩。

坚强了那么久，很想脆弱撒娇多一次！

我能不能就脆弱多一次，变成小时候的爱哭包？