2011年1月30日星期日

Flood, Pray for us~~~水灾,为我们祈祷吧~~~

I wanted to do biology report, but end up I can’t resist the “attraction” of facebook.
After I’ve signed in, I saw many of my friends post their status related to the weather. Some even have uploaded some pictures and videos to get us updated.
Many towns have started to be flooding already. In segamat, Labis, Tenang, Chaah, Bekok, water level keeps rising, yet the rain has no sign to stop.
Everyone is begging the heaven not to rain anymore, yea, me too. It has been 5 years already since the last time flood invaded my village. I can’t believe that it happens again 5 years later, and what is worse is that, there are only 3 days to go before Chinese New Year. When will heaven stop raining? When will the water level goes down? I don’t want this Chinese New Year to be a miserable one. T.T
The ways to Bekok are not available now. Now i can still say "Luckily", luckily the water level is not so high that cars can still drive by. But I don't know this "luckily" can last until when.
How is my big brother going to get back home? How are my relatives able to come back for annual gathering? How are we going to celebrate this coming Chinese New Year in this weather under this mood?
Please stop raining, please.
I tell myself: “pray~~~ God is listening!”

本来想上网做生物报告,但是还是受不住面子书的诱惑。
登入以后,看到的都是关于附近城镇与本乡的天气报告,更有些远在他想的学子为大家上传的水灾照片与短片。
昔加末,丁能,拉美士,三合港,永平,彼咯已经开始被水灾侵袭。雨下不停,水位也涨个不停,搞得人心惶惶。现在,灾民当然是在忙碌地“救济”家中的电器和重要物件。我们这些不是灾民的,当然是在担心自己的亲人能在大年初一赶回来。
五年了,上一次是在200612月。没想到五年以后,老天会再次大发雷霆,下雨下的一发不可收拾。比上一次糟糕的是,现在距离新年只剩下三天。三天呀,现在雨下不停,水位要几时才会退呢?灾民在大年初一前又有多少时间清理自己的家园?
不管是南下还是北上,彼咯就好像成了一个孤立的小岛,两条能到彼咯的道路,已经被水淹没。我现在还能说“幸好”,“幸好”水位还不是很高,汽车还可以通过。但是,我不知道这个“幸好”可以维持多久。
在外做工的老哥要怎么回家?
在外生活的亲戚要怎么团圆?
求求老天,别下雨了,好不好?
我告诉自己:祈祷吧!天父必定看顾!

2011年1月25日星期二

密码游戏

sometimes, you are a very manja girl who would plead others to give you the things that you want. honestly i did not know your personal life well before we hang out more often, but it was fun and exciting at the same time when i get to be a part of your life. haha! sometimes when we speak in a language you did not understand well, its so funny to see you misinterpret it.. kinda bodoh at times.. :D
~Howard~
JiaJia: I plead something from you? it was fun to see you being bodoh as well...haha. and welcome to be a part of my life! 

第一次见到你,你再问别人你的眉毛美吗,因为是你自己修的-_-!你的性格很开朗,很豪爽,虽然老实说开头我常不知你在说什么,有点对不到线,但后来发现其实你是好人;)加油加油,飞去Scotland^^
~LeeShang~
佳佳:我哪有自己修眉啊?=。=我的话,有那么难懂吗?

U are a demanding girl who always bully me most of time.. asking me to write a longer one for yourself.. btw, i am going to write as long as i can.. You are an ambitious girl who has many dreams-wanna to open your own book store.. All emotions can be read on your face,but you have unpredictable mind.. i am wondering what is in your mind.. talented chinese writer- always have a lot of ideas and thoughts to write.. waiting for your next master piece.. Sometimes you like to recall in your past.. missing your old moments.. Anyway, nice to have you as my friend.. God bless you..
我觉得你是一位很有性格的女生!敢怒敢言,情感丰富,猜不透脑海里的思想,注重义气的好朋友,有梦想!在新的一年里,加油努力向前冲,累了就歇息一会儿。God bless. :)
~Andrew~
佳佳:我哪有欺负你?明明就没有~哈哈。也谢谢有你这个朋友听我说心事~哈哈。

u r quite a funny person lo..and u got ur own thinking and dare to express it out when u think it is needed..i 欣赏 you this characteristic..hope u keep it and i think it wil sure help u a lot in the future..hehe..hope we can stay as good classmate,coursemate until nx time...fight for our future together ya!!!!!!:) go go go!!!!:D
~June Hui En~
佳佳:可爱的啊恩~谢谢你欣赏我,其实我不知道我被你“欣赏”了那么久。。。哇哈哈。

‎hahaha......i like u..seriously....i admire the way u play.....hahaha....n u r sooo talkative....u look so cute when calling my name..wawaaaaaa....hahaha.....n u give me spport in stdy..dont 4get me ya......we play again b4 exam if got time...friend 4eva...
~Wawa Najwa~
JiaJia: am i sooo talkative? =.= basketball girl, go go go!

‎We used to not talk AT ALL for like 1 entire semester? (: And I am glad that we went for the camp together? (: We had a lot of fun and got to know each other better eh?! (: Thank you for the tons of pictures we took together there! (: I thank you for being a "church-companion" as well! (: Wish you all the best and! GOD BLESS! (:
~Michelle Ho~
JiaJia: haha, thx God for bringing us together..all the best to you as well...hohoho


2011年1月19日星期三

2011年的第一封“红包”

人家说,笨蛋是不会生病的,
我很开心,因为从星期天开始,已经证实了我不是笨蛋!
开心归开心,如果我有选择的能力,我宁愿自己是笨蛋,也不要生病。

星期天从教会回来,就一直咳嗽个不停。感觉有痰在喉咙,但是死命咳都咳不出来,好难受。我承认自己有一点犯贱,自己明明就累个半命,额头还有一点点高温,但是我就是死都不睡觉,这个就是“面子书”的恐怖。结果,病情好像严重了“少许”。

晚上睡觉的时候,是我最“拍色”的时刻。躺在睡床上,本来是打算比室友早睡的,哪里知道不听话的喉咙在跟我抗议,一直咳个不停。室友平时是很早就与周公约会的,但是那一天晚上,他很迟才睡,也许是被我的咳嗽声吵得睡不着吧!还不只这样,由于我“发冷”,穿了一间超厚的冷衣,再披上被单后还是冷到不行,只好厚着脸皮把风扇调小。

生病了两天,我还是不肯去看医生。不是我不肯,是因为这里的医生都很会“赚钱”,(我怀疑他们读医科的时候是不是也读了金融经济会计!),他们都会给病人很多药,然后我们这群病人都会露出怀疑的眼神,不知道应该吃哪一种药,不应该吃哪一种药。另外一个就是,我住五楼也,然后诊所又那么远,会累死的勒!(好,我原谅你说我懒惰。。。)

结果,室友昨天就问:“你不去看医生啊?”想了好久好久,碰巧朋友约我去吃晚餐,又碰巧同学那么有空要陪我去看医生,结果我就去了。医生说,有一些药,只是“bila perlu”的药,不一定要吃。我没有专心在听,只是一直点头。最后,在柜台拿药的时候,才知道医生给了我“六”种药。把“bila perlu”的要删除去,我最后只喝了咳嗽药水。=.=

2011年1月16日星期日

Buddies!!!!!!

In these semesters in INTEC, I am so glad that I know many sisters and brothers in Christ. Yea, somebody may ask why I suddenly write in English. Actually I didn’t want to and hoped you people to go google translate by yourselves, but I know some of you would be super lazy to do so. Thus, I just write in English lah. If I got some grammatical or vocabularies mistakes, please don’t laugh at me loh~

Rachel
The sweet girl who always makes me “sweating” by her lame jokes. Thank you for listen to me so patiently. I know my English is so poor, and sometimes I even speak mandarin to you which you may not understand. Thank you.
Last semester, when so many juniors flushed in to our college, I am really scared as I have “English-speaking phobia”, you know this. What’s more was that I don’t really talk to strangers yet really scared of being alone when waiting for the van to church or in Homes. Thank you that you have approached me and talked to me. Or else, I do not know if I would be going to church every week or not.
Another thing is that, thank you for giving me Actsperience 3.0 as my birthday gift. You know lah, I will never spend my money on that. Lol. Still got a lot of things to thank you, but I can’t really remember all the things now.


Michelle
During the first semester, we had never talked to each other although we were in the same group during MMS, except for when you asked me something about MMS group once. And I know the impression I gave you was quite bad.
Thanks Lord that He has given us a time to know each other during second semester, during the ACTS camp. Just want to tell you, actually you are the one who “triggered” me to speak English. Before that, I really do not like to speak English. Same as Rachel, thank you for listening to me so patiently when I speak in English.
Sometimes I feel very lucky to be a such a good friend of you, because I know that you seldom talk to strangers (same with me, but your problem is more serious than mine.), yet you talked to me when we didn’t know each other. And now, we are good friends!


Eileen
You are such a courageous girl. First of all, I just want to say that, you are totally different from me, because you can make friends super quick and even had fun with somebody that you don’t really know. Sometimes I hope that you will give bit courage of yours to me. (Dreaming.)
And what’s more? You serve Lord so rajin until I almost feel guilty when I see you serving in Acts Church. Besides that, you are so self-dependent. You are never fear of going to church alone or in whatever situation. Thank you for being my model to learn from you and never lose my faith in Lord.


Cedric
An uncle who doesn’t know to speak Mandarin yet we still can have conversation with each other and never lose in contact after you fly to US. Yes, thank you for willing to be my English teacher and my biology report editor especially during my first semester in INTEC. 
The craziest thing I have done with you together was that we went for devotion in McDonald super early in the morning, before everybody went to college. Yes, that was random and funny, and the craziest thing I have done in INTEC.
Another thing is that, thank you for sending post card and Christmas card to me far far away from US. Although I don’t really like the pictures of these cards (kidding lah), I promise I will still appreciate them. (Send more to me lah.)
Last but not least, you were the one who has always supported me when I was lost in God’s path. You were the one who tell me patiently to have faith in Him, and never feel scared or anxious when I am alone as God is with me, all the time. Thank you for reminding me to have faith in Him.
Yes, you are a good senior, and I am going to be like you, be a good senior as well, may be better one!


Let’s be friends forever no matter where we are! And, don’t ever forget me when we separate for our life journey in the future.
God bless!

2011年1月9日星期日

爱哭包

小时候睡醒看见妈妈不在,我第一个举动就是大哭一场。然后吵得邻居前来探问究竟,也许他们听我哭得那么凄惨,认为我被父母虐待吧!自己其实超级害怕孤单,我在想是不是因为小时候的阴影。

然后上幼稚园的时候,妈妈忘记来接我回家。其实教会离家里是超级无敌近,但是我真的承认我自己是个路痴,我真的不记得要怎样回,然后就坐在那里哭,哭到妈妈来为止。哭的时候,还有一个傻子一直上前来干扰我,那个笨蛋带课老师还以为那傻子是我的家人,就不拉走他,害我哭得更大声。也许是因为这样。之后我再也不敢再别人面前哭了。

上小学的时候,觉得学校根本没有朋友,因为幼稚园的朋友搞集团排斥我,实际情形好像是我向妈妈撒娇时被朋友看到。无聊勒,我撒娇得罪你们吗?然后我就不想上学,那时候才一年级。妈妈强逼我去上学,我哭给他看,妈妈更绝,直接请我吃早餐——果条。然后就红着眼睛,硬着头皮上学去。之后学乖了,知道哭这招对付不了妈妈。

上中一时,再次被朋友排斥,原因是被朋友喜欢的男生暗恋上了。拜托,那不是我要的好不好,我也是受害者勒!而且,我哪里知道他暗恋我啊?此时开始变得再也不相信别人,又不知道要向谁诉苦,好难受。然后再加上交上了一些不爱读书的朋友,慢慢变得更加撒野,每天晚上跑出去玩,家里有什么聚会,也很少看到我的踪影。哭?不可能,它不存在于我的字典。



不知道几时开始,渐渐回归正路,也许是叛逆期过了。也认识了一大堆真正的朋友。开始慢慢相信他们。虽然还有一层保护罩,但是与他们过的很开心。就觉得很幸福,因为有朋友的呵护与疼爱。不过,有时候看见朋友在我的面前哭,我会十分羡慕,因为我不知道,到底有谁会不嫌弃我的眼泪?到底有谁在乎我的眼泪?


现在在学院了。本来对我一点威胁都没有的学习,开始慢慢对我下了战帖。不是我没有努力,而是我真的进不到脑,我不习惯这样的学习方式。一打开书,就想回家,就想起朋友。会偷偷落泪,但是从来不让别人看到,很压抑。不想然父母担心,不想让亲戚看不起,不想让朋友同情,保护罩顿时变成了金钟罩。

坚强了那么久,很想脆弱撒娇多一次!
我能不能就脆弱多一次,变成小时候的爱哭包?